how do i feel...

2012-01-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

问题的关键

有些问题，很难不去想，很难忽视，很难下决定。

一直让我踌躇不前，拿不定主意的问题，其关键性是在我的身上，还是...

为什么我会犹豫？

为什么明明心里想的和脑袋看到的不能一致？

为什么我会担心？

为什么这个问题我想了那么久，还是卡在死胡同里，出不去？！

为什么事情发展到最关键性的一刻，我的双脚还是很窝囊的踏不出去那一步？！

反反复复，左思右想；

“安全感” 和 “信任”——你让我想想的两个关键。

是，我是很相信你。

相信你可以在我有危险的时候，奋不顾身的挺身相助。

相信你可以在我很不开心的时候，不用我说，你都刚好适时的出现，当我最好的出气筒。

相信我们之间的默契，不用说出口的彼此心意。

相信当我遇到困难的时候，不用我说，你会有想帮我解决的心。

相信你的关心，你的慰问，是来自你的真心。

那......我是在不相信什么啊？！

会不会是不相信自己的人生会在这个点上会那么的顺利，那么的顺我的心，从我的愿？

不相信老天爷真的会对我那么好？！

可能哦... ... 这些“不相信”或许就是我缺乏的安全感吧！

好，现在又要想想怎么解决啦！——；）

2011-12-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

是时候读书了！

一个sem 就这样匆匆地过去就如我匆匆地来。

我挥一挥衣袖，还真理不出课本里的一切所以然来。

一个星期的 study week 匆匆赶来，不临时抱佛脚，更待何时？！

小说情节里的图书馆邂逅，即富有文艺气息又挺浪漫的。

偶像剧里的温书谈情，总让人不免羡慕一番。

很开心，我都体验到了。

大学生活，实在太多姿多彩啦！I like.

2011-12-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

Merry X'Mas in Penang!

Date: 25.12.2011 (Sunday)
Venue: Pantai Keracut, Teluk Bahang, Penang; Strait Quays
Attendances: mE, Ai Ling, Ying Hui, Wei Ling, Damnis and Qing Wei

All right, what should I do for my first Christmas in Penang? Thanks to lovely host, Ms. Wei Ling to invite us along for joining this outing to welcome her friend- Damnis from UMIMAP, Perlis. Therefore, we planned it last night and finally we decided to rent a car instead of using public transport for our day.

Let's start from the early in the morning, thanks to my "wonderful" understandings on my downloaded Google maps and so-called "self confidence", we lost more than once during the journey. I can't imagine I can actually lead a wrong way for 2 times when we headed back to USM from Straits Quay. WTH for me, seriously. Sincerely, I shall apologise to the rest for my stupid mistakes. "Sorry! >_

Back to the topic, wish to know how much fun we had? I shall let the photos below to tell you.
First destination: Pantai Keracut, Teluk Bahang, Penang

It's the smallest national park in Malaysia and situated at the end of Batu Ferringhi Beach. To reach our destination which is Pantai Keracut, jungle trekking is indeed another fun experiences. For us, we took an hour to reach Pantai Keracut. It's really tiring but when you see the beautiful beach while listening to the sea, it's definitely worth it! ：）

The route map for the national park.

Well, it's hard for me to not complaint during the 1-hour trekking experience! However, I think they had fun .

Finally, we reached.

"WOW!" For the amazing of the sky blue and the sea.

Kayu Peramal Cuaca- If you are a good observant then you can see something in the notice board which can make you laugh aloud.

"WOW!" again for the amazing of nature to have these animal-looked stones.

Shot 1! Wei Ling and Damnis.

Shot 2! Qing Wei and I ；）

Shot 3! For Ying Hui and Ai Ling ~~

Well, of course here comes the group photo before we took off.

If we followed our plan, we should leave after we watch sun-set at Pantai Keracut. However, due to majority decisions and I was the minor, we left early and suppose to go Penang Hill for the romantic sun-set experiences.

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due to the limit of time for us to catch sun-set, we decided to have our dinner first. I really don't know how to say for our luck. We are really lucky enough to find the food we want just depends on Ying Hui's memory. So, we had 2 round of dinner which at first is a special kind of porridge known as 炒粥. Sorry as I forgot to take the photo of that. So next is the long-queue rstaurant of James Food Western Restaurant which situated nearby.

I really cannot understand what's the queue for as the foods neither very delicious nor special to me. By the way, it's enjoyable to sit under the sky with a bunch of friends while enjoying you dinner.

Last destination: Strait Quays
As it's a Christmas festive season, how can we do not go for a place which has Christmas tree and decorations along? So, here comes my recommendation for the Strait Quays. The atmosphere is damn nice and suitable for us to enjoy the last moment of Christmas. Well, I received my Christmas gift too, thank-you-very-much for that. ❤

"Girls!"- From left to right: Ying Hui, Ai Ling, Wei Ling and me.

_The end of the day_

Besides my stupid leading skill on the driving direction back to USM, we actually had a lot of fun. Although Santa Claus was not with us, I felt his wishes for this festive season! 2012's coming, we shall see then!

All the best.

2011-12-21T08:00:00.000+08:00

窝心 ♥

Date: 21 ♥ 12 ♥ 2011 (Wednesday)

只要是心意，我就会珍惜。

很累很累的一天；很忙很满的行程；

在即将结束一天的夜里，一封慰问的短讯，已经心存暖意。

冬至佳节，对我来说和平常日子没什么差别。

谢谢你，为我很平常的一天，添加了些许感动；

让我对从来没放在心上的“汤圆”，有了新一层的定义，多了些许温暖的回忆。

我说过，

只要是心意，我就会珍惜♥♥♥。

2011-12-19T21:10:00.001+08:00

慢慢来，比较好

在任何建立感情基础的点上，时间是一大考量；也是能决定一件事情的关键性因素。

步伐太快；太匆忙，感情的节奏太过紧凑，“冲动”可能坏了这浪漫的邂逅。

节奏缓一缓；调一调，也许两个人的步伐会找到同步的默契。

也许彼此间的感觉会升华成另一个境界。

老实说，心里的悸动无法漠视。

心里的感动尽在不言中。

谢谢你，让我有了这种感觉，这一份感动♥ ♥ ♥

：）

你不了解我，我不了解你，我们都需要时间让彼此更了解对方。

不是你的问题 ♥ 我需要一点时间 ♥

感恩于你的出现，让我的世界多了些粉红色；少了些blues~~

至于明天会如何？一样的，我交由月老的红线，缘分以及命运来决定。

所能希望的是—这一段不会是个美丽的误会，无疾而终的遗憾 ♥

2011-12-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

久违

久违的休息

久违的安心

久违的无所事事

久违的忙里偷闲

挺难得的，非常开心，在今天，找回了这些久违。

“休息是为了走更长远的路”，这句话说的真对！

：）

2011-12-15T16:37:00.000+08:00

星空下的璀璨

流星飞逝，一闪而过；

好比出现于眼前的机会，如果没有好好掌握，只能让它匆匆而逝。

我对所设立的目标，有一定需要达到的标准。

关键在于达成的过程中，我所领悟到的是自己预定可以接受的，还是超过标准的。

滔滔不绝，是我的优势还是缺点？！

对于那个时候的当下，我没得到我想要得到，反之而起的犹豫会否让我望而怯步？！

我可以很独立；

我可以很果断；

另一方面，要优柔寡断，犹豫不决，胡思乱想的话，结果论在于我要还是不要！

不希望会用到心机，不希望会用到伪装，

两个人的相处无论是基于任何的基础关系上，诚意、感觉、态度对我而言才是最重要的。

历经沧桑，身经百战，如果连些许雕虫小技的计量都看不出的话，我未免也太逊了吧！

当心点儿，危机四伏的感情漩涡，要让自己选择身陷泥沼，还是果断地快刀斩乱麻，

我会毫不犹豫的选择后者！

2011-12-14T17:52:00.000+08:00

知心

人的一生里，要交知心，不简单；

大学的生活里，要找可以谈心的，的确困难。

我很开心，因为我现在碰到了。

谢谢你们，体谅我的无知；

接受我的询问；了解我的想法；

真心的希望我好！

知己难求，就算不知会否长久，美好的回忆始终还是会铭记在心。

怕

天大地大，我什么都不怕。

天高海阔，只要相信自己行，就能披荆斩棘，突破重围。

那，我现在是怕什么呢？

害怕受伤害？

害怕打开心房？

害怕辛辛苦苦建立起的层层堡垒被攻陷？

还是......

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害怕面对现实，

害怕坦然地面对自己的感觉。

无奈_压抑_痛苦_难过_挣扎

继续纠缠，还是退一步海阔天空，

取决于我的决定。

加油！我相信，我可以！

2011-12-11T21:33:00.001+08:00

Steady and smooth

Everything is going to be fine, like what I used to say.

Thanks for Ong Wei Ling who is willing to be my guide when I lost my way.

Sincerely, thank-you-very-much.

2011-12-08T10:48:00.001+08:00

Being a gentleman

I don't know why there's some guys refuse to become a gentleman.

Perhaps, they don't know how's important it is?

Perhaps, they are not smart enough?

Maybe, they are less alert on what's the criteria of being a lady's choice.

To me, a guy should be equal to a gentleman.

It isn't a goal that is so hard to set or reach.

It isn't a good way to threat a lady without your gentleman signatures.

Though you might say maybe being a gentleman is an acting. So?

Yeah, so? As long as you show your manners and attitudes, it will lead to positive impact as well, don't you think?

In the nut shell, we have no doubt to believe that the most important criteria for a man to be included in the list is how can you behave like a gentleman.

Come on, gentlemen, let's lead the world as you should.

2011-12-07T00:46:00.001+08:00

无中生有吗？

是有？！还是没有？！

彼此的想法，彼此的心情，彼此的态度，彼此的感觉。

有，还是没有。

我可以很大方地承认我有，可是so?

Yeah, so what?

So——我应该把握机会？

So——我应该当做过往云烟？

So——或许是我表错情？！

很乱啊！不像我LOL!

闲==!!!

乱乱想

胡思乱想

无缘无故地想

即使可以不想？

烦啊！！
“缘”分很奇妙，我靠你来帮我决定。
Come on, steady一点，解决方法中......

2011-11-28T21:02:00.000+08:00

My 20th in USM

What a super hectic life recently which make me breathless if I still stay in campus for my 20th big day!!

"Meeting here, meeting there, when can my meeting ends??!

Meeting here, meeting there, can we discuss main points rather than wait for everyone to be punctual for meeting?!"

Oh, gosh! Kesian-nya saya, early wake up in the morning and dressed like to have fun instead of rushing for my 1st meeting on the day. 9am is the meeting time, I wonder why I still can wait for almost an hour to get my another team member to come??!

Fine! At least, we really have something at the end of our discussion. *luckily*

Basically, I only start to enjoy after 3pm when I really have the chance to step into KARAOKE again.

IT's absolutely excited, fun and awesome! haha...

To know more, check out photo descriptions in my FB, thank you!

2011-10-24T01:59:00.001+08:00

WHAT THE F___

There's a moment when you hope what you think is right.

There's still will have a moment for your thought to be wrong.

What will you do when something you are expected is out of your limitation?

What can I do if this 'something' happened to me?

I am totally confusing.

How can you don't be?

Is it I ask too much or my expectation is too high?

Maybe the concept of friendships are rather different among us.

Maybe you don't think your words hurt.

Maybe your move shows how's real you are.

Or MAYBE

You do not deserve for my true friendships.

Never mind, it's really doesn't matter.

but I hope I can be don't mind.

I wish I could be DO NOT MIND.

2011-10-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

F_R_I_E_N_D

What does the meaning of FRIENDS to you? Have you ever wonder about it?

Have you ever understand the true meaning of it?

Have you ever misunderstand the real story behind it?

Maybe you might say that FRIEND is someone you can find when you wish to have an accompany.

Maybe to you, FRIEND just nothing special and just being a person who follow you during your school time.

Maybe in your mind, FRIEND is just someone you only remember when you are facing difficulties.

Truthfully, isn't that your so-called friendships just stated as that?

Don't you prefer your friends wouldn't treat you in the same way as you did?

Why is it you can behave in this way to a friend that you just freshly met?

It's hurt, really.

2011-09-30T11:12:00.001+08:00

GO AWAY

Rain rain go away,

come in back another day;

depression why you still over there,

faster get lost from my happy day.

Rain rain go away,

why is it so hard for me to recover back;

maybe stop thinking too much is a better way,

for me to get cheerful like those past days.

Rain rain go away,

with the low mood along, I can't find a good way;

to express my true feelings is a hard way,

why should I still be in this stupid way.

2011-09-25T10:23:00.000+08:00

TO BE OR NOT TO BE memang is a question.

Maybe there's a moment that you'll feel lost,

Maybe there's a moment that you'll be wondering around and refuse to think out of the box,

Maybe there's something you expected too high but in the reality is really out of expected.

What should you do? What should I do?

There's a way called GIVE UP .

There's also a solution named KEEP GOING ON.

However, I still believe "TO BE OR NOT TO BE" is the key point.

When you wish TO BE somebody, you'll fight for excellences and strive for the best.

When you choose to NOT TO BE, that's nothing worthy to carry on.

It's just depends on what's your decision, don't you think so?

2011-09-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

WE LOVE MALAYSIA!

Negaraku tanah tumpahnya darahku,

Rakyat hidup bersatu dan maju.

Rahmat bahagia Tuhan kurniakan,

raja kita selamat bertakhta.

Rahamat bahagia Tuhan kurniakan,

Raja kita selamat bertakhta.

Bersih rally 2.0 is neither a threatening nor an illegal gathering.

Why is it so hard for them to reach STADIUM MERDEKA?

Why is it they were being so rude in order to clear the crowds?

Perhaps, they need to start working on why is it so many of them are willing to be there and to join this rally.

2011-07-22T11:38:00.002+08:00

我的明智日记 PART 8

“老师”不是一个很好做的工作。秉持一个对教育的热忱，把满腔的热情无条件地灌注在教学上。可是，当你进入这一行后，慢慢地会让你理解到何谓‘有心无力’。

之前我教过的3A班有一个姓佘的懒惰虫。每一样功课都是无‘字’天书，不做就是不做。奇怪的是，他就是喜欢老师们罚他留校，就能把所欠的功课通通完成。下一步当然是进阶到见家长。以下的情况发生在教职员办公室（同事转述）。

妈妈：我很忙的，如果你在继续这样，就不用读书了啦！老师，给我退学表格，不用读了！

老师：......

副校长：......

孩子的功课没能完成，就要退学，有没有搞错哦1！孩子是生出来栽培的，不是给你这样置之不理再一推再推。“忙” 不是理由，是借口！孩子是你的，如果你因为‘忙’就不管他的课业，那么请问你在辛苦奔波赚钱的意义在哪里呢？

2011-06-19T23:54:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I just don't know what to do

Do you ever feel the same way?

I was so used to it for everything just under my assumption.

And all things well planned.

However, sometimes when I knew the outcome of it but it's just so hard for me to accept or even just stand aside and watch it happened.

I just not being trusted enough even by myself.

I just clueless when there's something actually couldn't been settled.

I just scared for why I can't settle the problems by my own and force to leave it aside.

I HATE avoid problems.

I HATE pretending that everything seems to be cool.

I HATE for not being listening.

My teardrops are the reason for why the words are not come out.

It's just hope you can understand why I couldn't say it out.

2011-06-12T10:37:00.003+08:00

Sun_Beach_Fun_Sea!!

Venue: Tioman Island

Date: 30.5.2011 - 4.6.2011

Attendances: mE and Dell

The mid-term holidays for sure I couldn't just sit at home and got my whole day just sat in front of computer right? So I decided to invite Dell along for this outstanding snorkeling experience. We took Causeway bus to Mersing and walked to the jetty from the bus station. The weather was just so HOT for us to have some underwater activities. So just let the photos below to tell you what we did! Oh ya, Thanks to my beloved PANASONIC LUMIX FT-10 for these shot. I'm loving it!!! (I bought it purposely for this trip. :))

The jetty look! A lot of ppl had the same plan as us as it's a school holidays!

While waiting for the very 'punctuate' ferry, we enjoyed the delicious BURGER. : >

The ferry. It's quite comfortable but both of us are sea-sick. The journey from Mersing----Tioman is about 1 and a half hour, so we just take a nap in this comfy air-conditional ferry.

Finally, we reached. However, there's some thing happened. Since both of us were the first time be in here, we got no idea that Pulau Tioman actually divded into three main quarters and they used to call them as different villages.While we so relaxing and enjoying for the beautiful island views, we missed our station. The 'amazing' thing is we only got to know it in the very last moment ( last station LOL!)It's definitely SANGAT MEMALUKAN and thanks to Dell's courage for telling the crew what we did.

Here comes the resort!

I was totally got no idea that this resort is actually quite MALAY. You'll know what I mean especially when you're in underwater suit and passed by a whole kelompok of Malays just staring at you. Both of us actually was in right suits as mostly youngsters will wear in the seaside but it's just kind of WEIRD lol and I don't like. Here's my advice, next time if you're going to an island's resort, you need to check whether most of their clients are in which races. Please take note that this AIN'T NOTHING ABOUT RACIST, BUT IS SOME SORT OF RESPECT FOR OUR ISLAM FRIENDS as you are already well understand about their culture.

After a short nap, we had some romantic moves. Walking by the seaside, listening to the sea and enjoying the sun-set is just AWESOME!

What will be on your mind when you see this?

For me, it's definitely neither stress, problems nor troubles but it's peace and relax.

That's the end for the first day. Let's go on with the second day highlights.

This was what we wore for our underwater moves. I don't feel any abnormal, don't you think?

We woke up in the early of morning and enjoyed our breakfast before the exciting moment. I have a question for you. Can you bear with the MALAYSIAN's punctuality? I definitely against it. Both of us were get ready and I don't know why isn't so hard for others to be on time and appeared in the jetty! We waited them for almost half an hour LOL! WTH!

"We are ready! Ready and ready!!"

The first snorkeling destination is quite suitable for us as this is our FIRST time for snorkeling. We were fortunate enough for knowing a kind diver to teach us the techniques. It's hard at first and kinda of scary.

However, when you familiar with the sea condition and those techniques, it's actually just a piece of cake. Honestly, the PUSAT TAMAN LAUT is more like a swimming pool or a big aquarium. Those fishes present in the 'swimming pool' are so unnatural as they looked like being feed than live in the wild.

We even can practice diving on the third day LOL!

This is the nice coach who was so patient while teaching us how to snorkel. *Big claps to him.*

All right, it's time for the MOST EXCITING part. The next snorkeling location is in the middle of the sea and it's more fun than the previous.

This is roughly the above sea look for the 2nd snorkeling destination.

"I am ready!"

We went snorkeling twice and the first was on the second day while the others was on the third day.

During the second day, we met two nice coaches (one of them I mentioned above) who brought and guided us to have a "round-trip" in this place. Basically, we were in a group of 'funny' people on the second day. They actually just stick their buttocks on the boat and dare not to go down to enjoy how wonderful can the sea be when it's full of coral reefs and those cute fishes. Therefore, these two guides brought the only two of us who really want to snorkel from this group to have an unforgettable experiences.

The other diver who was my partner as Dell and I separated into two groups during our round-trip 'journey'.

My camera can't function due to battery deplenished when I really got to snorkel on the second day with the round-trip experiences so there's lot of things I couldn't share here. It's sad, I know.

This's the duty free zone of Tioman Island and it's really NOT FUN. Therefore, nothing much to tell.

You know why I took those photos? It's to show you how Malaysians treated this God's gift Island. The above 'SOS' word made of the dead parts of corals which I saw everywhere when I walked along the beach. I was so frustrated when I saw a crew who did not have a sense of environment protection and let the detergent flow into the sea while he was cleaning his boat and HE DID IT IN THE PUSAT TAMAN LAUT which is set up to educate us how to protect our sea. Next, the stupid PEMBAKARAN TERBUKA (open burning)!

Okay, enough for that.

The souvenirs I bought from Tioman Island.

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last but not least,

I got sun-burn, cuts on my feet and blue and black over my body when I returned home. ( Thanks to the fishes. )

Dear my lovely friend, thanks for accompany me for this wonderful experiences. It'll stay in my mind forever and I know you will do it the same way too. It's tired but F_U_N! ~~Bye, Tioman Island!~~ See you! Tioman Island!

2011-05-16T13:51:00.001+08:00

Happy Teacher's day 2011

Well, a teacher's day for a secondary school teacher represents fun and most importantly NO WORK! However, for a primary school teacher, if we would like to have a party then it means a burden not a relax day. Therefore, just a simple and official for what-must-do had done during the early morning assembly, everyone back to class and normal.

For me who just had an hour class at the end of the school-day, I still received some presents from the 'monsters'.

I can't deny I was happy when I received this. The not-so-good thing about Guru KGSK (temporary teacher) like me is I need to pay so to be invited to the dinner of teacher's day which held by PIBG. (Others teacher too but they are forced to pay and forced to attend LOL!) My life in the school is not so good and yet I am not so active in the teachers staffroom life. I just don't know why I can't get along well with my colleagues LOL! Just not my style, right?!

To all my dearest teacher and myself- HAPPY TEACHERS DAY.

And to others, TEACHERS IS ~~difficult~~ NOT AN EASY JOB, DARE YOU LOOK DOWN THEM!

2011-05-10T15:19:00.001+08:00

Who say JB Zoo not fun?

Date: 8.5.2011 (Saturday)

Venue: Johor Bahru Zoo

Attendances: mE. Dell, Sri and Hui Yen with her 'son'

The wonderful holiday of itself we invited by Miss Sri Vigashini to join her with the half day trip to JB Zoo. All right, you'll definitely have the "Huh?! JB's zoo? For? Fun? " reaction. Anyway, me too at first but after I visited there, in my point of views, the management really put in a lot of effort to make the zoo become more popular.

According to Miss Sri who is currently a part time reporter in The Star JB, she said the awareness of the Johorian to improve our zoo is due to the KL's The Star's reporter. Why? There is one day that those reporters came and visited our zoo to complete their tasks in promoting or 'grading' the standard of the zoo of every state. Perhaps if you are a Johorian especially who live in JB, you'll definitely say "OMG!" for the condition of our zoo. Therefore, so does the reporters. They had a very bad comments on our zoo and even blaming the JB's zoo management for the poor facilities as well as animal's condition.

Finally the JB's zoo management realised they should do something to change this.

The animals.

Can you imagine that parent just lying down with no responses when your children are fighting against each other? All right, this was what the lion did.

The condition of the animals can't be say very well but is better than the past. However, to catch up with the standard of Singapore or even Malacca, our zoo's management should really try their very best.

I saw a monkey was eating a plastic!!! Dear human (visitors), is it the right attitude of you when you visited the zoo?

There are lots of activities for the visitors. Examples included photo-taking session with our 'lovely' phyton. This event costs RM 5 per photo no matter how many person you try to fit in the pictures. As compared to the Night Safari in Sg, I think this is quite affordable and I really enjoyed myself very much.

mE and Dell.

There's another event- Horse riding.

This event is obviously just suit children LOL! Luckily, we got a mother who bring her child along so we can enjoy how does this event make a child so excited LOL!

Our little cutie with his 'mom' LOL!

The third is the most common for zoo visiting. FEEDING!

We were feeding camels! It cos ts RM 5 for the food basket which consists of carrots, long beans and etc.

Last but not least, THIS!

I don't know what does this thing called. However, it was fun!

Look! Have you been so close to the pelicans. I think only here will allowed this, don't you think?

That's all for my half-day trip to JB's zoo which was under the hot sun! It's really damn hot!

2011-05-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

It's bored and meaningless.

MY LIFE SUCKS NOW!!

I really can't stand this meaningless daily schedule anymore. (Well, you still need to be like this until September!)
You know, this is how human is.

When you're still studying, fighting for your end-year examination, you feel stress, tired and whatever.
And yet now when reach the time that you no need to worry about grades and marks and you feel bored again!

All right, I admit it. I am the one who behave like this way. It's really really SUCK for my weekdays life now. I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAN I DO TO NOT FEEL LIKE THIS. If you know the solutions, please kindly tag me. Thank you.

2011-05-07T00:41:00.001+08:00

我的明智日记PART 7

有些人，就是让我很难适应。

很难适应是指......... 相处或纯粹的混熟。

前几天来了个新的代课老师。有着很好听的名字-佳盈。

原本期待多个儿朋友地说....哪知，这个名字的印象还比初次见面的好！

：（

故事的开始从颜校长那儿说起了......

由于金小姐的特殊案例，另一个代课老师的空缺当然还是空缺中。

校长之前和我说有个·UTM生要求保留这个空缺给他，好像是说五月就要毕业了。

结果是......

她之前一年也是任教于代课老师，大我一岁，是UMK生，就读于旅游相关的科系。（态度这样，我还以为她是医学生LOL! 读旅游而且还是在Kelantan, 我不懂他的骄傲哪里来！）

校长突然要求我在上班时间去一趟教育部拿我接下来一个月的信。

好吧！why not ?!

但是呢，他希望我和佳盈能一起去拿我们的信，然后就丢了个号码，通了个让我不是很爽的电话。

我：请问是佳盈吗？我是明智的另一个代课老师-素卉。校长说要我们一起去拿信，你住perling啊，这样的话，要我顺路去载你吗？

她：哦，这样啊......

我：你懂教育部在哪里吗?

她：我当然知道......

我：哦！好！那么我们待会儿见。=.=!

(只是好心问一问地说，哪知换来“我当然知道-试听了不舒服的语气”，给我的感觉好像是我的问题。）

教育局

我：喂，你好！我到了！你到了吗？

她：哦！那你在哪里？

我：我在停车场，你是不是在询问处? 这样我去找你。

她：哦！

（结果，我看到他从外面进来又是=.=）

官员办公室

她：Selamat pagi, encik. Kami datang untuk ambil surat.

官员：ya, ambil apa?!

她：Itu surat penempatan untuk Guru KGSK.

官员：Duduk. Siapa suruh datang? Pandai-pandai datang je.

她：Guru besar.

官员：Siapa guru besar awak?!

她：......

我：Puan Gan Hoon Eng. (气氛有点儿紧张，结果我说错了！）

她：Cik.. Cik Gan Hoon Eng.

官员：Ya. Dia betul, you salah. Sudah lama awak ajar di sana, nama guru besar pun tak tau.

我：（保持灿烂的微笑中以缓解尴尬，其实比较像傻笑啦！）

官员：（突然换了口气）Ok, you two baik ye. Saya buat marah apa-apa pun. Kamu dua steady je. Bagus.

她：Oh, Encik bagus ye.. Nak testkan kami.

官员：Ya, tunggu sini sekejap saya pergi ambil ya.

当官员只是想找点儿话说时，哇塞，我隔壁的真的是喋喋不休。以她半熟不烂的国文噼里啪啦的一直讲...讲......讲。真的，赢了LOL! 不过我怎么觉得他在拍“马”屁呢？感觉不怎么好地说！

OK, 信拿好了！回学校。回到办公室时，又继续做我自己的事中......

突然，听到很吵的谈话声。是她，坐在还剩两年就退休了的Madam Tam旁边。一直乾妈前，乾妈后.....（哇塞，厉害LOL! 真的不是不同角色。)

她来了，代替了原本我一半代替的洪爱妮老师的位置。我也换位了。新的位置是昨天她坐在她所谓‘乾妈’的旁边。所有的一切有了更动，我现在是一半代替另一个老师的监护岗位和课外活动。坐在Mdm Tam旁边，她很好聊，所以被问了有关薪水方面的事情。Mdm Tam说佳盈告诉她，她的薪水是RM 50一天。我是超级吓到的，因为我上个月的Appointment Letter说明我GURU KGSK的薪水是RM 40.70。是你是我，你会不会想去问她详情呢？！

结果，我去了。

我：老师，请问一下。Mdm Tam说你的薪水是50一天啊？

她：啊，因为我给他我的STPM. （冷冰冰啊！和她跟别的老师说话的态度超不同的）

我：可是，我也是STPM啊......

她：这我不知道。我上网找过资料，我的薪水是50元。（超级冷的LOL!）哦，老师啊，我想问一下，这个教案这里你哪里抄的？

我：哦，这个啊！从这个File抄的，这里所有的东西都是能够从里面抄的。洪老师的东西很整齐，很容易找。

她：哦，我知道我去年做过。

这是她第二次拿她去年做过的事情来“压”人了LOL! 很像很了不起，去年做过而已嘛？！我很有礼貌地问一下东西，你需要态度这样子吗？！超拽的！！

我真的很不爽她！

（我知道有时候我也会很嚣张。可是绝对不是对刚认识不久的同事LOL! 也许你很难了解我不爽的原因，其实我也不是很知道啦！只是真的真的-不爽而已。幸好还没有到超级不爽的阶段。）

2011-04-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

Life is C_O_M_P_L_I_C_A_T_E_D.

For me, mY LiFe is a mixture of sweet, bitten and sour taste if you would like to describe it as a taste.

I had gone through a lot to build up who I am now and I took quite a long time to discover what I actually want in my life. Perhaps, it may come true or may not. However, who cares!

The most important thing is my life can't be said suck although that is some moments made me feel like that way.

Like what I am facing now......

It's definitely make me no mood and you know, the worst is I feel really annoying.

Everyone has their own problems then why there is someone beside me who always like to keep burden me with this WHATEVER which I really don't care.

Can't you just settle on your own in a more peaceful world rather than shouted to the world with this funny look with the way of what you think?

Shouldn't you be the one who tell me those instead of me?

Shouldn't you think that I still got my own problems to settle instead of worry about you?

2011-04-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

New Era College-Journalism

All right, another good new here! I GOT MY THIRD INTERVIEW CALL FOR NEW ERA COLLEGE- JOURNALISM sponsorships which I applied through Sin Chew Daily. This week was really hectic and my tiredness was something that you can't really imagine.

The interview was on 28.4.2011 (Thursday) by 3pm as according to the phone call. Therefore, I took a 1 day off from my working school and go there with the "Why Not Just Give It A Try" attitudes? It was surprised me that this interview just took me 10 minutes and finally I got a YES. The intake is on July and now I'm facing a big problem to decide whether I want to confirm this honour or not.

As mentioned above, it is a sponsorship with just cover the tuition fees. For the other expenses, I need to settle it on my own. To keep still this sponsorship, there are 3 rules for me. First, I need to maintain my results in the top 15% of the class with the average marks of 75. Furthermore, I need to get a CGPA of 3.5 throughout the whole semester. I know it's a normal case for a sponsorship holder but before I know this, I was actually think of if I can pass the interview then I can go Taiwan University to complete my 3rd and 4th year of studies. However, the truth is I still need to be in a competition before that and only the best will be chosen to go there.

If I know it earlier, I won't be spending my whole day time to there and put myself in such a difficult condition.

I think is kinda of risky if I accept it, don't you think?

2011-04-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

It's over.

It's a definitely finally for me to come back to JB from Penang. It's rushed because once I back to home, I changed to my uniform and went to work. It's crazy, right?! Why I do so? The reason was I need to apply one more day leave which is on Thursday to go KL for my 2nd interview. The details are in the next post.

I am here to share with you this. "I BANG MY CAR!!!"

All right, it's just a small accident which happened when I didn't notice much on the road way and my rear view mirror bracket in the driver's seat slightly collided with the signboard situated in the middle of the road and then being rebounded back to the driver's seat. And so does, it hit through my seat's window so 2 glasses broke and woke me up from what I-am-doing.

Seriously, I was shocked followed by frightened when I continued my way back to home. It's still left me around 2 minutes journey and yet I finally back to the alert mode.

Thanks God that my body wasn't get injured except with some little cut wounds on my fingers. I was really lucky with just this little injuries.

2011-04-23T01:54:00.000+08:00

It's swimming time!

Date: 23.4.2011 (Saturday)

Venue: Sri's aunt's apartment in Tampoi

Attendance: mE, Sri and Dell

Well, tomorrow will be my interview day for the USM. Don't you think I'll be very nervous? Yeap, I am. However, for my style, it's still need some time to relax LOL! So, thanks for Sri and Dell 's invitation to have our first swimming experience in year 2011.

Wow! I had been so many years with no chances to step into the swimming pool due to the 'lovely' Tesco who replaced the Bukit Indah's clubhouse LOL! It's so what the stupid idea for such decision! From the following photos, it's so obviously for you to see that we really enjoyed ourselves very much.

While, this was taken before we exchanged clothes. Fyi, swimming under the moonlight, it's really damn cold! :(

mE and Dell

"1,2,3,4,5!" The 5 snapshots which ruined my image LOL! ("Who say you got image LOL!")

Thanks to Sri's aunt and of course our lovely driver friend, Ms. Dell who send us home. "Thanks!"

2011-04-22T17:41:00.001+08:00

What The Hell

OMG! I GOT AN INTERVIEW FOR BOTH MY CHOICES OF USM, PENANG TOO! However, sadly to say that "IT IS NOT REALLY A RIGHT TIME!!" Why I say so? It is because it is on the same day with Taylor's! So, I need to spin around my head to decide where should I go.

I sent a sms to Taylor's regarding this as a personal problem to hope that they will postpone my interview. By then, I got the reply and the answer is YES!! Wow! I am so lucky! There's another phone interview for me on the same day at 3pm. I am really wondering why they like 25th so much.
All right, it's still a good thing for me after all. I decided to go for USM which is much safer and more suitable for my condition. I hope I can get in. Please, wish me luck. Thanks.

2011-04-16T10:10:00.001+08:00

MAY GOD BLESS ME
I GOT AN INTERVIEW FOR THE TAYLOR'S JOURNALISM COURSE which is a 3+0 program with uniSA. It's on 25/4/2011! Wish me luck! I hope I will not ruin it. May God bless me!

I sent 4 application for the Sin Chew Daily financial aid program. There are 2 courses in Segi College which bonded 2+2 with Taiwan Ming Chuan University. Therefore, I wrote the 'reasons for this application' part in Mandarin. However, for the Inti International College of the Mass Com. Degree course and the one I mentioned above, I wrote that part in the last minute with full of grammar mistakes LOL! (I think).

I wonder why I didn't receive call from Segi but Taylor's then. Never mind, I am still super glad! :)

It's the first opportunity for me to start my dream. Please, may my wishes come true for the NTU part!

2011-04-15T18:49:00.005+08:00

我的明智日记PART 6

老实说,要我每天记录我的教学生活,很不是我的style。所以呢，用这一篇来交代一下，我的生活究竟过得如何......

代了好多天的课，每天不同老师的因故缺席，我呢，这个代课老师也差不多每一班都进过了。剩下的应该只有2E、5B、5C 和 6B。我以前的学生-陈凯生同学的2E班，我还没那个荣幸能够一探究竟呢！Wakaka... :)

我呢，最近，你知道去了一趟上海回来，户口的储备金少了，是时候想想办法抢钱啦！！早上7至1点半的大班教课，晚上6至10点的小班补习。挺不错的，生活充实了，荷包满满喂饱了！我的两个小六同学，基础没打得稳，我得多费神让他们的低空飞过，有所起色。幸好，两个还算用功，我的一番苦心还算没什么白费。

我也做了快一个月了吧！见识了林副校长的魄力，校长与副校长之间的矛盾，以及陈副校长的威严。当然，也了解到了老师们的专业。今天，很感谢杨善善老师的“泵”和“舂” 字。如果你不知道这两个字怎么读的话，很好，我们的程度差不多吗！：）果然，有经验的老师非同凡响啊！其实是林副校长叫我帮他打的中文对国文的意思，我不好意思问她这两个字的读音，幸好得到杨老师的“圆”手帮忙！谢啦～～

我的薪水是根据日薪（一个星期五天），所以呢，无论任何在星期六的活动，我都被排除在外，不用出席。虽然林副校长也说要去也行，可是我还是觉得很难和老师们混熟，如果要一起办一个活动的话会有点力不从心。还是睡觉，哦，不！在家充电，实际点儿...... ：）

好了，有个天大的消息要告诉你们！待续中～～～～

××声带受损情况，还是没有好转。我可能这阵子都没法儿去K歌啦！（画圈圈中！）

2011-04-10T10:57:00.002+08:00

What will I do for the weekend?

Date: 10.4.2011

Venue: Tebrau City

Attendances: mE, Dell and Heng

All right, a week had come to an end. Besides sleeping, there's one thing for me as a must to do during this wonderful 2 days. First and foremost, called or sms this girl!

Ms. Dell who will never say 'no' whenever I ask her out! Good shot! Fuyoh!

Okay, since Ms. Heng Ying Zhao just received her paid for her 'hardships' in Kelantan. She desperate want to go Tebrau City to buy all her 'branded' stuffs. For me and Dell who just took 1 minute to hang around in those ESPIRIT, HUSH PUPPIES and etc. sat in the bench in the mall and did some meaningful thing like “surfting the Internet" rather than just walked many times within the small shop like what our Ms. Heng did!

I was the driver of the day which I really seldom act. I spent almost an hour plus to go around in the JB city and fetched both of them who stayed in Pelangi (Heng) and for Dell in Johor Jaya. You know you will say I was damn free, right? However, this is what usually Ms. Dell did who is willing to come all the way from her house to the town then back to Bukit Indah for me again! Therefore, as an 'adorable' friend, I should do something on this, right? You see, what a good friend I am! Wakaka... :)

Some random shots when we waited for Ms. Heng in the fitting room of Hush Puppies!

It's Ms. Heng who made us mad as she spent a really long time inside the room for just trying a few pants LOL!

Some shooting lessons from my tutor, Ms. Dell! She really very good in the posing of those 'funny' pictures. Thank you so much! I learnt a lot today!

We reached the mall around 3 something and I got myself a pair of RM25 Padini's slippers. BTW, the Ms. Heng had nothing till 9 plus until me and Dell had no more energy left to shop with her LOL! She really is the best ever shoppers that I ever met who can hang around in the mall for almost 6 hours and in the end, NOTHING is on her hands! Luckily, before we went home, she got herself a pink colour Converse's bag!

It's a great time to spend my free time with them! I really enjoyed myself very much. Thank you very much.

Date: 9.4.2011

Venue: Sutera mall, The Euro fun park in TUTA and the Station One cafe in Bukit Indah

Attendances: mE, Dell, Jess, Heng and Viga.

During the day, I attended a MUNSYI test of USM which test on your personality. It is the entry test if you wish to enter USM. Fyi, from the latest report on the ranking of universities, USM is the 82th in Asia while the 1st is National Taiwan University (the 12th in top world ranking). Of course, USM is the top university in our country currently.

I wish to enter USM compared to other local universities as for Mass Comm. course, USM offered the study of movies and dramas which I really interested on it.However, I still need to pass an interview first. Wish me luck :).

Back to the topic, after the test, I planned a class gathering and invited the 22 of my pre-U classmates to join this but in the end, only 6 of us turned up. Thanks to Liwen, Shamini, Wei Shi, Ji Man and Ms. Pang for your present and of course the wonderful lunch. It's nagging time from me! But I really wish to express my feelings. It's definitely a not easy job for you to become a planner of a gathering event. I like to do so but every time end up an unsatisfied condition. It's sad, aren't you think? If you were me.

Then, Liwen and I went to Flo's house and the purpose for me to bring Liwen along was Flo is going to face her trials next week and so I brought the top scholar of our school to give her some tutors.

During the night, finally met the Ms. Jess Lim who I really long-time-no-see LOL! She finally back from Muar and really a finally for us to have a gathering. Actually, I am not in their group. However, recently I spent quite a lot of time with time so I joined. The atmosphere is kinda of weird when we sat in the Station One Cafe. I don't know why as normally won't be like this. Ms.Heng told Jess about the issue that Dell think she offended her. It's a small thing for me and if I were Dell, I will definitely react in the same way too. As for me, Honesty is the key point of maintaining any relationships. No one likes being cheated, right?

No matter what, everyone has their stands and we shouldn't force everyone to behave the same way like we think. But, if you cheated your best friend or any friends that care about you, don't you think is hurt no matter how the good reason you have behind it?

2011-03-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

我的明智日记PART 5

没有制服的工作，真的很烦人。

不过呢，我也应该习惯，毕竟以后真正踏入社会后也要学习啊！

星期一，开周会。

以前我要坐在柏油路上，虽然早晨的天气凉爽，可是还蛮可怜的说，一所没有礼堂的学校！

现在的明智呢，只是没了柏油路，而是坐在有地砖的露天广场LOL!

haiz....华小的悲哀呀！

精明干练的林副校长今天委派了我成为3A班的国文老师，YES!!有书改了！

除此之外呢，我还是负责主要的代课和3C还有2F的体育课。

今天还是代何老师的课，因为他请病假。

所以呢，我和所有同学一样，只有10.00-10.20am的短暂下课时间，所以你可以想象我的声带受损情形会多严重啦！好累啊！！

2011-03-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

我的明智日记PART 4

今天的任务：家长日的‘摄影师’。

本来啊，我真的没事可做，可是呢幸好昨天开会时，我自告奋勇担任这一要职，才免于无所事事的无奈。

慧珊真的是新官上任，可是就少了三把火啦！

对学生其实还不大了解，甚至乎连名字都不是很记得。

毕竟我好歹也在教育圈里混了断断续续的两年，对付家长应该不难啦！

3C班是第三也是这所小学校3年级的最后一班，今天我遇见的家长们都没有我以前面对的家长恐怖！还蛮容易应付的，我很开心，希望有帮到慧珊的忙。

今天又和另一位教科学的老师混熟了些，还有郑明荔老师，也谢谢他的主动。

老实说，我还蛮庆幸我只代课，所以没像其他老师要改‘满山’的作业哟！：）

读了接近12年的书，今天见证了所谓的家协会议。

是‘闲’的啦！尤其是在1.30pm这种时间和上演‘沙尘暴’的明智华小的开放式食堂里开会。

不到一分钟，桌面就有一层厚厚的灰尘了！类似去年夏天在中国上演的‘沙尘暴’，我总算体会到了！超夸张啊！

昨天和老妈去KWSP大厦的途中，我真的累到连表格都只能努力集中精神好让字体不至于太潦草了！我婉拒了今晚的萤火虫之旅，因为我的眼睛真的睁不开了！好累啊，是在脱离6am起床的生活太久，身体还在适应期。我快昏迷啦！Bye~~ ：（

2011-03-25T21:15:00.002+08:00

我的明智日记PART 3

先不啰哩叭嗦，今天的任务：“代我新认识的朋友-刘慧珊老师的课。”

说到慧珊，刚毕业，UTM的毕业生，今天为了毕业典礼的彩排，请了假。

哈哈，我很开心能够认识他。

他是第一位除了校长和书记外，和我主动开口说话的人哦！超感动的... :)

昨天因为他的车子正在维修中，所以呢，我就当了好心的司机，一路上跟他聊了很多我这两天的感想。

老实说，我有一位小学其实还蛮要好的同学也在明智教书，不过和我不同的是他是正规师训生。

本来啊，我以为有认识的人，最起码刚开始的日子不会那么难过时，我很讶异她的援手始终没向我伸出。真的，我和他的交流只有意思意思的打招呼而已！

如果你够了解我的话，你应该知道我很‘能聊’，上至uncle, auntie，下至1岁半还在牙牙学语的小朋友，只要我知道你想跟我聊，我的话题源源不绝啦！难听一点就是只要你主动先开口，剩下的时间不会冷场，因为我很叽喳，不会辜负‘想聊天’的气氛。

可是啊，在明智的这两天，除了慧珊外，都没人主动向我展示这份热情噢！

挺懊恼地...... :(

慧珊呢，是刚上任的3C班主任。

今天大多数的时间都在这一班，果然啊！又‘烧声’了！

3C班，目前为止最‘不同凡响’的班！林副校长说的对，真的要凶一点，我一个人的声音要盖过他们39个人，才能让场面不至于失控！我有预感，我的声带好像受伤了。：（

顺带一提，慧珊约我星期六晚上去看萤火虫，是很想去啦，还在考虑中......

2011-03-25T19:15:00.002+08:00

Some special surprises for my dear friend

A 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' wishes via sms is very expensive since the birthday girl is in Shanghai now.

Luckily, INTERNET can help us solve this problem.

This is the present for the birthday girl who turn 20 years old today.

I wish her ALL THE BEST FOR HER FUTURE.

Do remember to stay tune, SMILE ALWAYS ;

and most importantly, BFF=BEST FRIEND FOREVER.

2011-03-24T20:59:00.001+08:00

我的明智日记PART 2

今天的工作：代两位副校长的课！

哇塞，副校长的课，非同小可啦！

昨天进了2A和2D, 今天我的帮手‘果条’先生呢，陪我上了·这两班的课。

我的7.30am的第一节课的第一次给了2A班。

昨天认识了不少捣蛋鬼，今天非常有荣幸的知道了他们的名字。

林碧卿副校长，还没见面，因为今天请病假的关系，所以和她未见面就有了彼此的联络号码。

不愧是副校长！果然超有责任感。

我一接到要带她课的任务，另一边厢就接到他的电话，交代了我所有今天她的课的教程。

超有魄力和实力的，欣赏！！

最后一节进了6A班的华文课，由于是应考班的学生，和我当年一样，一见到代课老师进班，第一句话一定是：“老师，可以给我们做功课吗？功课很多LOL.....”

如果你是我的话，这堂原本是陈副校长的课让你来代，你还会满足他们的要求吗？

我？！当然不会啦！！！副校长的班，最起码也要让他们学会些什么吧！

20题的语法讨论后，我还是很好心的给了她们最后10分钟的时间’自由活动‘啦！

顺带一提，以前我们的那个年代，都怕老师怕得要命！现在这个时代，他们这些12岁的小鬼头简直就’没大没小‘啦！超爱讲些无聊话的，实在是.......(无言啦！）。

～待续

2011-03-23T20:35:00.001+08:00

我的明智日记PART 1

等了2个星期，发了2个礼拜的霉，终于要开工了！

原本只是想看看有没有临教空缺，结果受聘于3个月的‘代课老师’，希望能工作顺利啦！

可怜的Ms. Kim, 因为教育部所谓的缺少经费，三个怀孕老师的空缺只得一位代课老师的顶替。所以金小姐还在‘发霉’中...

所谓的政府；所谓的‘歪理’。

第一天，心情只有纳闷啊！

7.15am是校长给我的时间，你我知道，第一天上班，重要的是第一印象嘛！

我7.00am抵达校门口，兴致勃勃得准备开始我短暂的小学教书生涯，结果枯等了校长30分钟。

为什么呢？因为有家长投诉啦！校长的’冤屈‘只好向副校长们大吐苦水啦！

今天的工作：帮带田径队’远征‘的何老师代课。

感想是...... 我没声音啦！！！

一个老师对接近50名8岁的小朋友，本来提倡爱的教育的我，看来明天只好让’果条‘亮亮相，不然我的教书生涯可能会提很早结束啊：（

顺带一提，本来一个班级只有36-38名学生，可是由于2B班的班主任产假中，又没足够的老师代课，所以只好拆班啦！所以也就有1班接近50名的小恶魔啦！

辛苦啦，各位老师！

Singapore! Here we come!

2011-03-22T14:16:00.098+08:00

Date: 14.3.2011 (Monday)

Venue: Jurong Bird park and Night Safari

Attendances: mE and Dell

I was too bored for waiting the confirmation of my upcoming job. Therefore, since Dell who was so free due to school holidays, I invited her to join me for this ONE-DAY trip in Singapore. As usual, to start off a trip, we should have well plan. I did some homework during yesterday night about how-to-play-without-wasting-time in these 2 places. We reached Singapore around 12+ and after 40 minutes, we reached our first destination-Jurong Bird Park.

Some random shots of the colourful birds that we saw.

Pelicans were fighting for their foods.... :)

Peacock!~~

"It's not an easy job to feed her!"

The largest man-made waterfall in world.

Penguin......

The weather today was so unsatisfied and none of us had preparations for this bad weather. However, I don't think this weather can ruin my lovely trip LOL! So, we walked under the rain to find the man-made waterfall and sat under the rain for a 40 minutes live show of eagles and owls. Dell can't believe that she can bear with that for sitting under the rain for 40 minutes just for that show! Of course, so do I. It's really unbelievable! Although we lost our directions for the live show, we still manage to catch up all four live performances on that day and I felt glad!

Next, we headed off to Night Safari which only started operations by 7pm. Before entered the night zoo, we entertained by an exhilarating Thumbuakar tribal performances.

The preview for the Thumbuakar tribal performances.

Night Safari!!

Before we got in......

The Japanese Macho man who 'disturbed' by a female phyton.

It's definitely a good experiences for you to test how brave you are if you visited Night Safari. Along the walking trail which hardly to see anything clearly, you don't know when the animals appeared in your eyesight. Some noises or voices from the dark will let you be more alert. I suggest you should have at least one accompanies if you are not brave enough for this adventure.

I am absolutely happy especially had this wonderful day with Ms. Dell. I can't wait for our next trip, wakakakaka :)

2011-03-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

Jess & Cindy's birthday

Date: 9.3.2011 (Thursday)

Venue: mY Home

Attendances: mE, Dell, Sri, Chien Han, Liwen, Cindy, Jess, Ji Man and Hui Yen

As I was so free so I decided to have a party to help my very 'old' friends- Cindy Lee and Jess Lim to celebrate their birthday in my home. Fyi, they have same B.O.D. and I think is kinda of fun to have one celebration and one cake for both of them every year LOL! Although I was really tired after it due to someone who made me so sick of it of her attitudes, thanks to all my lovely friends who turned up. Love you! Guys!

Food for us! We had curry chicken which cook by Auntie LIWEN, spaghetti from Sri and white rice from Ms. Pand LOL!

It's EATING TIME!

Thanks for the 'washing plates' action although they are the birthday girl.

I made this and no wonder it looked so DELICIOUS!

All right, typical action for birthday party.

Well, this isn't looked like typical 'make a wish' part and in my point of view, it looked like the prayers of Christian before had meal LOL!

The PRESENT-GIVING CEREMONY which held in my room. :)

It's nice right! Thanks to her! (the photo below)

Yeap, 'Ms. Pang, nice pose wor!'

OMG! 'She sneaked out from her home at night and brought her son along too!'

Yeah, it's fun although I really absolutely tired after it.

However, I didn't regret for this and you guys are always been invited to come my home.

I really like 'the everyone plays a part to make a party success' feelings LOL! Super love it!! :)

Who says party can't be in this way too??!

2011-03-09T10:27:00.002+08:00

我

很纳闷，

也觉得自己很无聊，

可是有时候就是爱管。

爱热闹、爱策划、爱吵架、爱多管闲事，

不关自己的事，真的事不关己。

可是看不惯，这三个字主导我的下意识。

我真的，真的很无奈。

我喜欢大家热热闹闹聚在一起，就算完全没有真正目的。
我喜欢同心协力的感觉，就算没有齐心合力的心。
我喜欢面对问题的那份勇气，就算是被逼于无奈，不是本意。
我喜欢爽快地答应，那代表你的真心实意。
我喜欢别人明示的感动，那代表我的努力和用心备受肯定。

That's why I am so interesting,aren't you think?

——from Damon Salvatore (Vampire Diaries)

2011-03-05T00:11:00.001+08:00

This is what friends called

Date： 5.3.2011 (Saturday)

Venue: De Box Karaoke & Fantastic 3 Cafe

Attendances: mE, Ji Man, Pop, Ting Huan, Yeo's and 100 plus.

Have you experiences before the feelings of when you asked for a gathering then he/she just turned you up in the last minute?

Yup, I did. Honestly, I always face it.

It's sad right?! In my point of views, it's more on disappointment.

Luckily, I know them.

My 'ex-promoter' friends who are really so 'BUDDY' LOL!

Just a message or a phone call, they will try their best to show their faces.

This is really what friends called.

FAMILY= Father And Mother, I Love You.

But for friendships, the key point is how to maintain it.

I think we did it quite well.

Therefore, I believe our friendships will be forever.

Just spares your one-cup-of-tea time, you showed your effort to maintain the FRIENDSHIPS.

I think is worth it, don't you think?

2011-02-23T23:19:00.015+08:00

我的上海之旅 My Shanghai Trip

Date: 17.2.2011 (Thurday) -22.2.2011( Tuesday)

Attendances: mE, Wen Xue and Danny

First day-17.2.2011 (Thursday)

First and foremost, I need to say that it's a definitely super sad thing for my STPM's results out on next Monday (21.2.2011). I knew this before my trip and for your information, I did not plan to cancel my trip. This shows that actually I do not care much about my STPM which is really nearly hopeless. All right, back to main topic. I woke up in the early of morning and took off to Changi airport with Wen Xue by taxi. Then, reached the airport around 7.15am and boarded off on 9.50am. Oh ya, forgot to tell you my flight was from Chinese Eastern Airline which in my point of view, their services still satisfied. We reached Shanghai Pudong International Airport on 3pm sharp and headed to MOTEL 168 for accommodation. So, I met Danny (a Taiwanese) who is Wen Xue's classmate. Btw, thanks a lot for his help for being our tour guide.

Firstly, we went to 田子坊 for dinner. It is similar to the Melaka Jonker Walk street which the difference is I was hardly see local people here and even tourists also not more than 30. After the dinner (Western food-pasta), we went to 徐家汇-the must for tourists to visit Shanghai. It is looked like Orchard Road in Singapore but the buildings with their design are much different. All right, I shall let the following photos to tell you how is it.

The boarding area for my flight in Changi Airport- Chinese Eastern airline = MU546.

My lunch which looked yummy but tastes so-so only. :(

mY first dinner in Shanghai-Pasta :)

I was in the culture street-田子坊.

We were in 徐家汇. (Wen Xue and I )

The street look of 徐家汇.

All right, that's the end of my first day. See you tomorrow on the next post.

Second day-18.2.2011(Friday)

All right after the discussion we had, the next day we went to the following locations.
Firstly, 豫园 (YU YUAN Garden).

The views of it.

It's a definitely must for tourists to visit there if you go Shanghai. Since it is a well popular tourists attraction, it's very easy for you to get there. If you prefer subway(MRT), then it's just a few station can reach. The day I went it's Friday. All right, Wen Xue warned me before that there will be lots of tourists to visit there since it's a Friday. Okay, I did put it in mind. However, when I finally faced the crowds, I was shocked.

Danny and Wen Xue were in the queue of buying the 南翔小笼包. For me, I hang around in the garden to take those photos above. It's really a lot of people there. Thanks to Danny for the threat.

mE with those special foods which I bought there.

Next, we headed to Science&Technology Museum-上海科技馆. I saw on the website that this is strongly recommended when you got the chances to visit Shanghai. Although the two of them didn't go there before, we still finally got our way right.

We were at the front of the museum.

The overall look of the museum.

The information and knowledge which I got after I visited there. I hope you'll enjoy it. :)

We watched IMAX 3D-movie.

The spectacles specialised for 3D-show is looked quite different than ours which we normally see in M'sia. 'It's too fashionable!' according to Mr.Danny. As for me, it is more comfortable than the specs that we used in Malaysia.

The ROBOT DANCERS.

The young lady who keeps saying she is an old auntie.

Okay, I shall end with the story of this museum as it closed on 5.30pm sharply and we did not have enough time to visit all section. However, I saw the Mendel's experiment which is on genetics there with all the materials that are needed to prove the 9:3:3:1 (Dihybrid inheritances) and 3:1 (Monohybrid inheritances). It's knowledgeable to visit there. I recommend you to go there if you want to visit Shanghai.

The Shanghai-City look which is in a small size. I saw it when I was on my way to my next-stop-外滩.

Let's go to the next station-外滩. If you watched 命中注定我爱你, I think you are familiar with this.

Before that, let's tell you what things filled in my stomach first.

Our dinner which was Japanese food again! I saw some funny names on the breads sold in Bread Talk too. :)

The views of 东方明珠电视塔and 上海金茂大厦.

We were on THE BUND （外滩）.

Yeah, if you watched the drama before, I think you know where I stood right?! Yup, it's the scene when the 陈欣怡 and Dylan decided to have the date. Haha, I was really HIGH although the strong wind made us very cold! Okay, so we shall move on to the next location-南京路步行街.

It's is just a normal street which at two sides have lots of shop and well-decorated buildings.

Due to the weather condition, I had no mood to hang around along this street. Well, at that moment, I was so desired to go back motel to have a nice nap. So, after walked towards the-end of this street, we finally got our way to the Subway station.

During our way back to motel, we met Wen Xue's friends who are Vivin (the left side guy) and Slyvia (the right side girl), They speak in Indos as they are Indonesian Chinese (Ya, very rich!!) Btw, they are friendly and nice and thanks to them for lead me and Wen Xue back to our motel. It's really TERIMA KASIH！

Third day-19.2.2011(Saturday)

No tour guide for today's plan as Danny went back to his hostel. All right, never mind, luckily I did homework before I came to Shanghai. Therefore, I slept at 3am today to get my plan done included the map and directions. First attraction was 上海海洋水族馆. Btw, due to the camera's battery deplenished we decided to go a mall to buy the battery before our journey.

At the entrances of the Aquarium.

Some useful information for visitors to know more about underwater world.

It's a small information center for you to understand underwater world if you go there. However, it's a nice places as I got all my souvenirs done there. Thanks to me for those who got my gifts. Left your comments in my tagboard so that it isn't look so dead. Okay, let's move on.

We had our lunch in Ajisen Ramen and for you information, the services there are really bad.

The waiter/waitress just 'throw' the bowl at your places with very unwilling look. OMG, I thought due to the World Expo 2010, the services there will become better, but I was wrong. Okay, next time be careful when you visited there if their services attitude still remain unchanged.

Next, we went to 福州路文化街- the bookshop street in Shanghai which I can't wait to go there. Firstly, we went to 杏花楼 to taste the traditional Shanghai DIM SUM. It's really nice and I strongly recommended.

Those food that I ordered.

This is the biggest bookstore along this street.

If you know me well, then you'll definitely know that I didn't read English but I love Mandarin novels. Therefore, this place is like a heaven to me and I bought Twilight series which just costs me RM 79.80 for total 5 books. I didn't bluff at you but if you want proof, feel free to visit me then I'll show you :).

Next, we went to 上海杜莎夫人蜡像馆- Madame Tussands. I think most of you heard this place, so let the following photos to tell you what I saw. Check it out!

Okay, I think not much descriptions on here as when I stepped in, I just too busy with took photos with those well-known You-Know-Who, haha :)

I really damn high when I visited there as compared to Wen Xue who was so tired and so desired to go back motel. I shall say sorry to her as being a new visitor of Madame Tussands, I was so excited. (She went to Hong Kong's and UK's before so she didn't look so excited as me.)

Next, the last of the day-新天地石库门. Let's the photos to explain this. The 2nd battery which Wen Xue bought came to an end. However, thanks to Wen Xue for borrowed me her handphone to take the photos below. Sincerely, thank you very much.

The accessories in the room.

The showroom is looked like the scene in some Ghost-story movies with the well known 夜上海 song as background music which made Wen Xue felt a bit 'uncomfortable' with it. Btw, I wasn't feel in the same way as I was too excited to take photos around.

The wall-chart which tell you how a family lived in the past of Shanghai.

The introductions of the place-石库门.

旧式里弄的鸟图
英国式排式住宅
江南地区的传统三合院
从弄堂看联排的石库门
步高里里弄入口
从弄堂看联排的石库门
从主弄到支弄
没有过街楼的里弄
有过街楼的里弄

The night views of the place. It's nice isn't?

All right, that's the end of this day. Before I end, I shall share a story with you. Due to the tiredness of Wen Xue, we decided to take cab back to motel. I who being so blur misused the road name of our motel that I used for Google our locations. Therefore, I met a kind taxi driver and asked him lots of thing included what's his recommended for my next day trip. Btw, the key point was ......

Me: Shifu, why don't you ask me where do I from?
Shifu (taxi driver): Oh, from your slang, isn't Hong Kong or a Cantonese?
Me: Oh really?! Haha.. ( I was so excited at that moment as he said I'm from HONG KONG! ) Actually I am from Malaysia, do you know Malaysia?
Shifu: Yeah, Malaysia-Singapore-Thailand （新马泰）right?
Me: Yup...

Then, during our journey back to motel I recommended him to visit Singapore since my places (JB) not fun at all!

All right, that's all.

Fourth day-20.2.2011 (Sunday)

Since the Shifu told me to go some interesting places which I haven't went. So yesterday night, I used a phone call to ask for more information on those places. Oh, there's a special line for tourists to contact if you want to ask anything about your trip, this services is kinda good and you'll get what you want, for sure.

Firstly, camera's battery deplenished again, so we headed to mall and it's my turn to pay for it. Then, 世博中国馆 was our next. Before that, we had our lunch in YOSHINOYA, yeah, Japanese's stuff again!

You'll definitely know that China's famous for the crowded people, so I got this well and clear as I visited the China Pavilion. The MRT which headed there was full of people and when I finally got to the entrances, Wen Xue said this might be take 4-5 hours for us to get into it. Therefore, I just took some photos and headed to my next attraction LOL.

Our next was 朱家角，if you've the interest over the past of China's life, this place is the best choice for you to experience it well. Btw, since this place is so 'tradisional', we only managed to visit 1 of the so-called 'showhouse' of housing completely and I got 5 minutes to take some glances on the 'pharmacy'.

We were at the entrances.

The weather was so much different than in the town as it was cooler. Btw, me who were in HIGH mood rather busy took photos than worried about my fingers although Wen Xue's let her fingers in her gloves LOL. (When you saw what I saw (by photos below) then you'll understand why I was being so excited.)

It's damn beautiful right!!!

I was imagined myself in those 'huan zhu ge ge' drama series stuff. Haha, really too excited until my adrenalin level increased while I wrote this LOL!

Thanks Wen Xue for this 'preparing-taking-photo' shots!

Next, we took 'boat' or 'sampan' to have a overlook for this attraction.

It's really REALLY REALLY REALLY beautiful for the scenes!

This is the pharmacy that when I reached there, the person-in-charged wished to close it as the visiting hours just till 5pm. Btw, due to my nice and friendly attitudes, he allowed me to go inside to take those photos. It's really THANK-YOU-VERY-MUCH for the Shifu (uncle who are in-charged) LOL!

I saw some tradisional skills which suppose to be passed on to our next generations to maintain our Chinese personality. Btw, it's a sad thing when I realised there's only few young generation have interested on it. :(, it's really a sad thing.

Firstly, the SHADOW-FACE-PAPER-CUTTING ah ma who were persuading us so much for did this. It's really amazing for her wonderful skills as she just took not more 20 minutes to finish both of it.

Secondly, the CRAVE SKILLS of this lady. As a offer before she ended her sales today, she offered us in $35 (RM 17.50) for each.

The old-school buildings which are in modern selling/management.

Wen Xue's (pink) and mine（purple） for just RM 5.

All right, that's it. To go to our next, we need to find a place where cab will appear for us to take LOL! Okay, finally got a taxi which looked quite different than those I took on the town. Never mind, as long as finally found someone could bring us out of this KAMPUNG but beautiful place. Btw, for your information, I was totally well behaved for being so polite while I talked with all taxi drivers and so does, I could easily got some useful information and showed them Malaysians are so friendly and nice. :)

Our next was planned to take the ferry to enjoy the scenes along 上海苏州河. When we reached there, I felt weird as this tourists attraction suppose to have many people along the road but I hardly saw. Once I knew the answer for this, I found that under this STUPID-COLD weather, the ferry was not operated. Haiz, it's a sad thing. However, I still managed to enjoy the beautiful scenes and took some snapshots for you to envy. :)

Don't you think this place is really familiar? If yes, then you're sure one of the top fans of FATED_TO_LOVE_YOU which I viewed it more than 3 times. This road called 莫干山路文化街 which is a strong point for arts atmosphere in Shanghai.

Then, we headed to 百乐门大舞厅. Before that, we had our dinner in Mcdonald. OMG, I believed what I schoolmates said that China had pork burger. Actually, DON'T HAVE. Those food sells in Shanghai's Mcdonald just the same like us LOL!

Another tourists attraction-静安寺.

I really desired very much to visit this place. Do you know the classic song of 夜上海(Shanghai's night)? If not maybe you can google it, as this song is totally well describe how's the night of Shanghai in the past.

Btw, if you watch the movie 精武风云-陈真, you can also understand what I tried to tell you. Some of the movie scenes took from here. Can you imagine how HIGH I'll be for just stepped in there? Although while we stepped in, this place seemed like nobody in charged with NO_OPERATION look. Furthermore, it's a bit scary for you to enter a pub with no single customer especially in a foreign country. So, it's just took me not more than 10 minutes as I saw one of the male worker (looked like waiter) gave me a WHAT-ARE-YOU-DOING-HERE? look. I am regret for not being brave enough to try to talk to him or ask him where it's the main hall (the main scene in the movie) for the pub.

Okay, it's time to be back. Let you experiences how's the MRT's life in Shanghai. (Eh, actually not much different LOL!)

My partner was really tired until gave me such a look LOL!

Fifth day-21.2.2011 (Monday)

OMG! My results out today! (So....)

Yup, so...... I really didn't care much actually but you can't say I didn't worry about it!

Ok, I was in Wen Xue's campus to experience the life of Shanghai's University's student!

This is her campus which located in a VERY-KAMPUNG place (according to Wen Xue). However, it's normal LOL in my point of view. I entered the big library which as one of the real student there, Ms. LIM WEN XUE still haven't get the chance to take a look. I bought a Da Vinci's Code novel which is in Mandarin for just RM5 LOL!!! I am so happy :)

Btw, don't you think I'll foget my STPM results? Of course not! There was some network problems in Wen Xue's hostel so when I finally manage to online, I started shivering! I was being so blur and tired plus nervous thought that I had a GP 2.5 in overall and began to cry LOL! Luckily, I met my kind hearted classmates-Ms. Pang to help me figured it out. Yeah, my result wasn't very good but I am glad that it is satisfied :).

Okay, that's the end for my Shanghai thing. I'm really sorry to my dear friends who listened to me about my stories for almost 1 weeks. (Of course, they forced to listen by me LOL! )

Dear my FOREVER ~~friend~~ BUDDY,

I'm sorry if I did something which offended you during this trip.

I'm glad to have my first overseas trip with you.

I'm fortunate to have you with me during this 5 days.

It's really a big THANK-YOU and just thanks.

Thanks for so understand me.

Thanks for accompany me.

THANK-YOU-VERY-MUCH for being my buddy. :)

FRIENDS FOREVER it's the fate for both of us for the rest of our life.Take care yay :)

P.S. THANK-YOU-VERY-MUCH to Cindy Lee for borrow me those winter clothes and the accessories. If not, I think you can't read this post and I will be in snowman look LOL!

2011-02-16T00:08:00.002+08:00

好久不见 ♥ 重新回味

真的，非常久不见。

我的好姐妹们。

Jassine, Pei Sueh, Wen Xue 还有今天没办法缺席的Pei Wen.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

回想那年懵懵懂懂的我们，眼看现在各奔东西的咱们；

不敢奢求找回那份感觉，只求彼此心中还能缅怀那份曾经的感动。

认识你们是命运的安排，了解你们是我的荣幸；

我们的从前有彼此的相互扶持，我们的以后有对方的关照。

KL努力求学，迈开脚步往梦想逼近的幸福小女人-Jassine小姐；

一直很努力也一直很执着的幸福女强人-Pei Sueh小姐；

远在上海努力学习服务品质的我的知己-Wen Xue小姐；

和别以为你没到，我就会把你忘记的Pei Wen 小姐；

与我的姐妹淘们共勉之，

人生就是不断战斗啊！

就算跌倒了，姿势也要很豪迈；

——‘刀大’座右铭

当然，You have my words,

记得，遇到难题，需要帮忙，我的义不容辞，把两肋都借你插刀啦！！

2011-02-15T21:28:00.001+08:00

Girls Talk

Date: 15.2.2011 (Tuesday)

Venue: Tebrau City area

Attendances: mE, Wen Xue, Pei Sueh, Jassine, Hui Yen and Wei Ling.

It's really LONG TIME NO SEE lol!!! Perhaps, it's a fact for all of us to gather for just once in a year LOL! Anyway, if it's do so, I am still glad as at least can meet up after one year of sarcastic life. Due to this day is actually a public holiday which every entertainment station like cinema and Karaoke are all closed. You guys sure faced the same experiences as me if you had a gathering too. Anyway, we still manage to have some fun by playing scrabble at Jassine's house while had some girls talk too.

We met Wei Ling who I really didn't have a chances to meet up after SPM's life.

Finally, had dinner with Hui Yen who showed me her little baby boy.

It's my honor to meet Wei Ling (the scholar) again. It's glad, really.

To Ms. Diana, next time free can ask me out too. :)

2011-02-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

6.2.2011 兔Gather, 拜个年。

地点：Town area

出席者：SIGS－2009/2010 的理科美女们

大年初五的艳阳天，我们结伴去拜年；

两位老师家好远，不过相距靠近些。

早到好过迟到，迟到好过没到；

花了15元的电话费，用了3个小时的时间。

7位美女、5辆车，

每位手里两粒甘，见面握手拜个年。

Mr.Eng的家实在好远，我google的路标教堂实在不起眼。

为什么我的鼠鹿要打头阵，兜兜转转害得大家浪费时间。

搞到最后还真不好意思啊，还要劳烦老师出来，实在不像去拜年。

Liwen小姐的蓝SAGA, 班长气度领车队。

Cindy小姐的蓝VIVA, 眼力甚好，第一个发现Mr.Eng的车，匆忙跟上接第二。

Candy小姐的黑MYVI,兜兜转转3个圈。

Jia Wen小姐的白VIVA跟上，好不容易，5辆车浩浩荡荡去拜年。

Mr & Mrs.Eng的热情款待，让我们的寿星婆Chien Han 吹了蜡烛蛋糕，讨了多一个红包。

大家好不容易再相见，你一言，我一语，气氛HIGH 翻天。

Puan Gan 家的壮观与舒适，实在不虚此行。

虽然高高在上，房子麻雀虽小，五脏俱全。

媲美高级度假屋的装潢，还真不愧是鸟瞰新山市的繁华地标。

2011的兔年，大家相聚，气氛和乐融融，好一个新年！

2011-01-31T23:00:00.001+08:00

我的TIGER生活

地点：GIANT Nusa Bestari

时间：1/1/2011 起至 31/1/2011（其实只做22天啦！）

开工啦！我的第二份工作。

你想的和事实一样，又是时间长+休息短+超无聊+超费力的促销员。不过呢，这次还好，只辛苦22天啦！最惨的过年前一个礼拜，每天12小时的煎熬；双腿抽筋的痛下，我认识了新朋友-很可爱的一群人。为你隆重介绍：

左边-从‘蛇王’开始的友谊-卖POP的依靖小姐（我跟你早就该认识啦！），右边-Victoria鲍鱼妹美眉-庭欢小姐。

P.S.:鲍鱼妹和金小姐还是小学同学LOL.

刚开始非常沉默寡言的‘杨协成’先生和嘴巴从来不休息的100号先生。

还有我的搭档和他们～～（谁？自己看啦！不是都有写咩！）

最后一个礼拜，我和金小姐的心理O.S.: 我懂你们年轻，可是可以不要再玩trolley和追逐了，好吗？！（到最后，O.S.终究还是O.S. ...... :( （都快被烦死啦！）

当然！当然！怎可以少了我们.... (左边是每次我跟新朋友讲从朝鲜来的金小姐和我啦！）

还有还有......

整间 Giant 最乐于助人+ 心肠最好的Abang。

整天和他Receiving女朋友卿卿我我的2号Abang。（你又懂？哦，拜托，他们超光明正大的好吗？！都没在躲地......）

一个叫Harimau, POP和·Yeo's的阿头，另一个叫.......，不懂啦~我们叫他会讲华语的Abang。我们的副阿头，整天被阿头骂的，还有看我们被骂的Abang.

(Those who were shot above reluctant for the photo-taking.)

你知不知道每天站10个钟头的痛？（当然不懂啦！而且关我屁事！）

你知不知道闲着没事看着前面的罐头架子发呆的无聊？

你知不知道‘其实远方的Guardian身影比起罐头还不错看一下’的无奈？

你知不知道当客户买不到shandy时，现场简直要开打啦！（有这样夸张吗？）

你知不知道我的同事=彭小姐差点被‘一人一口口水都会淹死你！’的怨气收了多大的委屈？

你知不知道卖22.88的Anglia shandy害我的脸上沾了多少安哥、安娣的口水？

（都是那些在store外面排队等跟Michael Jackson同人气的Anglia shandy害地...... :<)

你知不知道当货以moving fast的速度抢完但补货的速度却用龟速时，我说了多少对不起+不好意思。（从开始上班讲到晚上10点收工，你自己算啦！）

最后一个，你知不知道每天早上10点都在等晚上10点复杂心情？（一开工就想放工，无奈啊？！）

好啦，我知道你不知道。

可是我现在很努力的让你知道，希望你读完就会慢慢知道我赚钱很辛苦啊！

言归正传，我看图说故事。

你看，几厉害装忙！（是咯，几假一下！*窃笑*）

这就是在最后第4/5天，没货到却又霸占3个板的下场。

卖完了要干嘛？哦，帮它们绑绑辫子啦，打扮一下也好杀杀我们过剩的时间！

这个告诉我们有便宜货就要在太阳下山前，就好来抢了啦！

（你看，迟了就买不到了啦！）

好，我的一个月打工生涯，最让我惊讶的惊喜是

我又认识另一对三胞胎啦！！！！！！也太有缘啦！比Ya的那位是莹莹，她的二妹在对面的Tesco的旁边的Jusco做一样的HOSEN。（是吓死人的咯！如果你不知道内情的话！）

另一个惊讶是他们~~噯呀，又是你知我知，只有他们不懂是不知，还是假装不知啦！

朋友，大家相识靠的是缘分。

连着大家的那根线可能拉起的时间很短暂，但我相信我们都会很珍惜。

友谊长存与大家共勉之。

2010-12-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

Singapore Science Center and my 1st Orchard look.

Date: 20.12.2010 (Monday)

Venue: Singapore Science Center

Attendances: mE, Jia Wen, Ji Man, Jaxy with Jess (her sis) and their bro

First and foremost, I would like to apologize for the late of me and Ji Man to Jaxy. I'm sorry and when I got home I only realised that you are the only one who got the 9am meet up message as I sent to them was suppose to meet up at 10am. Anyway, I am glad that everyone that suppose to be with us were safe and we had fun today! All right, back to topic, from the photo shown above, yeap, we went to CSI: THE EXPERIENCE which held at Singapore Science Center until February 2011. It's fun for the fair at first. However, when we did the second, third and forth cases, the crowds began and made me bored. I really don't like crowded, seriously. So, we took it fast and moved to the next location- the Science Center.

I know that this place is very familiar for most of Malaysian but this is my first time to get in there.

The 'time machine', isn't? Btw, everyone's old photo are almost the same.

Whoo~ Some crazy shot!

I can't imagine how the others think about us when they passed by!

Here we are. That's something interesting after we took this shot. As we got into the lift, none of us remember to press the level button that we should go and until Jess (Jaxy's sister) shouted out . So, we went up a level to L3 and met a guy who look like the lab's researcher. Look out for the conservations below:

The guy: Oh, Hi! This is level 3 which are all labs.

(and now, we finally remember to press the 'G' button after the door opened and the guy went in. Btw, me and Jaxy were planning to have another shot after we got into the lift as it is a very nice scene to get everyone's in and who knows here come a researcher.)

Jaxy (to me in Mandarin): Oh, then later we go to 3rd floor and have a visit, how's then?

( I suppose to opened my mouth to agree with that and yet someone faster than me and...)

The guy: Sorry, the third floor is just opened to school and some affiliates who make an appointment and for study purpose and so you guy's tickets are not allowed to enter.

And the door opened with my typically blank look. All right, we shall say OK LOL, aren't we? :)

So, around 4 something, we almost finished with the Science Center and that's one thing very interesting was none of us asked to have a lunch from 9 until evening. Luckily, before I went into Science Center I bought 2 curry puffs to eat. Consequently, Jaxy went home with her sis and bro and Ji Man, Jia Wen and I continued to hang around in Science Center with PSLE part, Biology, Mathematics and etc. Then, we went to Orchard and I wish to have a tour with Christmas's decorations by the 'bus with no cover' which I got its 'HIPPO' name after I asked 2 girls or volunteers in front of Ngee Ann City.

Me: Excuses me, may I know where to take the bus-with-no-cover? (I know it's embarrassing but i have to ask to get the answer.)

The girls: Hmm, the bus-with-no-cover? Oh, you mean HIPPO isn't? It's in Suntec City and here is Orchard...

All right then, I said thanks and didn't wait her to finish her sentences. 'I know WHERE I AM, ok?' (my heart said)

I being the one who so crazy, of course, keep persuading my partners to City Hall station for the Suntec City and none of them agree. It's very sad as for me. People says that for Christmas's deco, then should go Orchard and I who being so self-confidences no doubt to think that the bus hanging around in Orchard street of course must start there! It's like, what the F_ for not BING or GOOGLE first!

Anyway, these are really awesome!

Last but not least, thanks for her camera bringing! :)

It's tired but worth.

2010-12-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

I am just not myself.

Holidays life are very free.

Those free time let my mind can't stop considerating, thinking and analysing.

No matter what am I doing and where I am. I hate this.

I hate being so weak. I hate of why this problem is still can't been figured out for the solutions.

I hate of those negative mindset that still can't been get rid out of my mind.

I hate the problems of $$$.

Although I always face it.

Perhaps I shall just get myself relax, and believe in everything will come to the solutions no matter how tough it is, isn't?

I am just not like me. Don't you think?

2010-12-20T00:55:00.000+08:00

我听到一个很恐怖的事情

我很衰。

我很笨。

明知被人利用，明知根本划不来。

拜托，请别得寸进尺好吗？

我的忍耐也是有限度的......

别逼我到绝境，我不介意一拍两散，不欢而散.......

别把那件事情一直用做你的筹码，可以吗？

欠你的人不是我！！

2010-12-18T18:43:00.000+08:00

The free Karaoke session with Triplets.

Date: 17.12.2010 (Friday)

Venue: De Box Karaoke (newly open)

Attendances: mE, Triplets and 小爱桑～～

The 2nd Karaoke session although I did once yesterday. We went to the newly open karaoke which situated beside the Giant Nusa Bestari. I didn't expect to have this with FOC and we actually wished to pay for it. All right, it's their 'Free-Trying' promotion on the newly opening for the first 2 days and we were so lucky to have this chance. Why not we just accepted it? Actually, we did.

Introducing my new friend = 小爱桑～. She is Japanese who live in China for study. How do I know her? Okay, she actually is Triplet's future sister-in-law which means their brother's girlfriend. Have you communicate with the one who speak in Chinese's Mandarin? If yes, I think you will feel that you will accidentally spoke in their ways too with typical so-called accurate Mandarin. :) Same goes to me. She is friendly and I did enjoy in her wonderful+pro singing skills although she sang Japanese's pop.

mE with the 2 of Triplets- Catherine and Jacqueline.

It's hard to get the 5 of us in with my super-lousy self-taking photo skills. Never mind, at least I got half of the face. :)

I already plan how to spend my Jan and Feb's holidays before the cruelest thing disturbed my life. I am going to work as beer's sales promoter with Ji Man in Giant Nusa Bestari while Chien Han will work maybe at Giant Tampoi. The total 23 working days from 1/1/2011 until 2/2/2011. It's mean I got 3-4 days can go KL to visit UPM's campus around 5th or 6th Jan. If anyone who are interested can join me too.

2010-12-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

The celebration after THE FINALE.

Date:16.12.2010 (Thursday)

Venue: Red Box, Plaze Pelangi

Attendances: mE, Ji Man, Liwen, Hui Yen, Jia Xin, Jia Wen, Sze Hui, Chien Han, Pui Lun, Cindy and Agnes.

Those foods we have ordered. In my points of view, the foods of Red Box is really..... I hope you understand.

It's really fun and enjoyable with them. I hope as time passed, our friendship still stay long. Good luck everyone! All the best too. 'Holidays start now!!!!!!!'

2010-12-16T16:34:00.000+08:00

The Finale

Although I didn't have much confident for what I did for the past papers.

Although I believe that I will not get an 'outstanding' results.

Although those time for preparing this were so suffering and stressful.

Although it seems like nothing for the efforts that I put in.

However, it's all over.

No matter you willing or not, you like or not and you wish or not.

Bye, SIGS.

Bye, for the ~~usual parking lot~~ time of driving to school.

Bye, STPM. And no more See You.

Bye, Form 6.

2010-12-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

I don't have the guts to face my results.

Like what my title said, it's really really awful for what I did for the past few days.

Come on, can I just let this (exam) blown my wind and no need to collect the result slip next year?!

3 more papers include Mathematics T. Is there anyone else can save me from this?

I DON"T WANT TO TAKE MATHS PAPER :<

2010-12-02T23:23:00.001+08:00

明天没试卷的好心情，被影响了。

拜托，别有事没事就把一些无聊的罪状强压在我身上，好吗？！

只是小事情，何必搞得愁云惨雾，惨兮兮的，又破坏我们之间已经日渐脆弱的关系。

一次次的眼泪攻势，换来的只是不欢而散的尴尬。何必呢？

从来没做过的事，因为你的‘小人之心’、怀疑之心，把事情放大了，复杂化了。

我觉得我说的话，如果有得罪的话也只是重了点儿，但是真的，句句肺腑之言。

挂电话的举动表明了你的不满和不认同。

话不是我想说的，是你逼我的，不是吗？！

究竟要多久大家才能回到对的‘路’，对的态度来看待所有的事情呢？

虽然如此，你的心意我了！

2010-12-02T18:09:00.002+08:00

Did I ruin my STPM?!

Yesterday was my Chemistry 2 and the day before that was the BIO 2.

I couldn't say that I was put enough effort to prepare these 2, but I am no doubt to say that I already tried my best.

Can you imagine that those chapters that are not suppose to be in 'essay' questions part, finally just appeared in 1 of my choices? What the FUCK for the one who set this paper who had so many details in Volume 2 yet he/she chose to ask us HOLOZOIC NUTRITION!

6 out 4 to be chosen and mostly of us included me had no choice with the 5 that are
more reasonable to answer.

All right, end with BIO 2.

With the limiting time, we rushed home for the preparation of our next paper-Chemistry 2.

ANDDDDDDDDD.......

Like what I wrote in my status of FB, it's really 'WHAT THE FUCK FOR THOSE QUESTIONS OUT' !!!

I just finished the my 2nd, 3rd and 4th papers in the STPM 2010.

However, I think I left no hope with that.

How can 'Chief'' this word appeared in my Bio1 and asked me what substances does it secrets in the stomach??

All right, I am really left with no words for my papers. It's REALLY really REALLY SUCK for the papers this year.

2010-11-28T01:58:00.002+08:00

MY 19th day
It's a sad thing for my 19th to be on 2days before my STPM Bio & Chem's paper. Anyway, what to do,just gambateh lol. Thanks for those SMS as well as FB wishes.

2010-11-16T16:36:00.001+08:00

The official last day for my Pre-U.

Date: 15.11.2010 (Monday)

Venue: Chemistry lab in SIGS

Attendances: Upper 6 Science and teachers

We had a party to celebrate this before we started the examination. Thanks for those who brought so many delicious food. We were really enjoy ourselves although exam is just around the corner.

Thank you very much for the ~~YUMMY~~ food.

Before we had our party, we had a short so-called 'Wish You Good-Luck' ceremony. For us, the sixth formers and especially our science stream students, there were just limited teacher(only two and one of them taught us MUET which we no need to face it on our upcoming STPM) who taught us present to wish us luck.

It's kinda of feeling that this ceremony was not meant for us and it's just mainly for those SPMs. Anyway, we do enjoy ourselves with just 50 of us.

We had the FREE transparent stationary case from school. All right, for those who are ex-convents like me, we do appreciated it very much as it was FOC. :)

Okay, it's time to back for notes. Jia you!

2010-11-07T01:23:00.000+08:00

压力

压力是无形的，但它更让人无力。

自认为我没他人给我的压力，毕竟就算有，对我而言实在不屑一顾。

自己给自己的压力，真的让我的心重了几斤。

考试的压力、升学的压力。以及面对将来的恐惧；

很累、很重，心里闷闷的。

‘加油！’，对我而言，是精神喊话，是鼓舞，是动力。

‘要努力啊！’，对我来说，是在不了解的状态下怀疑我的用功，质疑我的实力。

我常说，要嘛不做，要做就要做到就算没有最好，但也要问心无愧。

拜托，那些瞧不起我的人，不要高估你们对我的意见，更不要低估我所隐藏的惊人实力。

真的，人生就是要不断战斗啊！（from:刀大）

2010-10-29T22:13:00.001+08:00

We are nerds?!

Date: 29.10.10 (Friday)

Venue: The classroom of Upper 6 Sciences 2010

Today was suppose to be another boring = sit on chair for revision day and it was suppose to be one of my 'PONTENG' day. However, I didn't skip school today and we did quite lots of funny things which that was not suppose to be done as our STPM just around at the corner. Never mind, it's OK for what we did as we also need some time to relax right?! Now, let's the photos tell you what we did!

The 4 of us~~ :)

(Starting from left: Jess, Chien Han, Agnes and me)

Next, the 9 of us! Can you observe what's wrong with us? Yeah, you are pretty smart! The short ties are our trend!!

The Pasar Ria thing which the school forced us to pay RM4.50 again!

How we spend our coupons with just limited food selling?? OMG, we bought chocolates and those we bought can let us to open another stall again!

While waiting for Ms. Pang and Ms.Candy to buy their food, we took some photo again! Yup, still the same people la!

Our legs with name 'tags' !

These photos in this post took by Agnes who I can't stop praising about her great and pro. 'self-photo taken' skills! It's really amazing for include all 9 of us to be inside the scene whenever we wanted a group photo. Dedicated to our photographer! Well done!

The normal shot with the 9 of us! I love this!

Who says Form 6 life dull? By Jaxy Peilun.

Yup, I totally disagree with that.

Thanks for my classmates who put yourself in during my STPM life.

It's really fortunate to know all of you.

I like the way we talk + chat + fight for good results + fight for not paying to school + etc.

My Ms.Pang classmate was wondering will the memories fade after we leave our Form 6 and for me, the answer is definitely not! Those memories that we had fun together, we study along will be permanently been saved in my brain coverage until the moment that I have the chances to share this with my grandchildren about my study experiences.

"Grandma, how's your study life?"

"Oh, I tell you ya.... I am really fortunate to know a gang of friends who stay with me to gone through the toughest 'STPM' examination year....."

I ♥ form 6.

I ♥ ~~my classmates~~ the 22 of us and my next-door mates.

I ♥ to being a 6th former although it's in SIGS.

2010-10-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

Long time no see.

Date: 12.10.2010

Location: Mount Austin area

Attendances: mE, Yee Shean, Jess, Fang Hao and Kelly

The gathering that suppose to be on Sunday shifted to the following Tuesday. I skipped school on that day as most of my classmates did and woke up quite early in the morning to arrange my time and plan for my next event. Yee Shean, who was in her holiday came from my hometown to visit us. She stayed in her schoolmate's house for 2 nights and Jess and I finally got to fetch her after almost 1 hour of s-e-s-a-t-i-n-g in Seri Alam. Nevertheless, we shall have a gathering to meet our usual gang members- Miss Fang Hao and Kelly. I apologized for not staying at home or library to fight for my STPM but honestly, I actually had a great time with them. We went for Karaoke session at Big Mouth which I really miss of. There was really nothing much to note down. However, in the overall, I believe a gathering with LONG TIME NO SEE friends really is a must to maintain our friendship.

2010-10-11T20:14:00.004+08:00

An appreciation but not graduation lunch gathering.

Date: 9.10.2010 (Saturday)
Location: Grand Straits Garden
Attendances: Sixth formers of SIGS (09/10)

1 and a half year of STPM life, now is almost come to an end. To have a sweet and memorable memories, USS and USA decided to have this to record down our near-ending stories.With Mr.Eng (MATHS T) and Miss Kaur (MUET).Our 'daddy' and his wife-Mrs.Eng.

There were total 6 cuisines for this lunch. Seriously, in my opinion, the foods are not bad~~ (Yummy! Yummy!) All right, nothing much to tell as this was just a normal lunch gathering. For your information, this lunch costs RM 1080 for 6 tables with 10 seats. Very cheap, isn't? Wakaka :) Kindly to visit my facebook to view more photos.

Last but not least, we also took this chance to help her to celebrate her 19th! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM JI MAN
May all you wishes come true.
(singing happy birthday)

*USS-Upper 6 Sciences*
*USA- Upper 6 Arts*

2010-10-10T19:27:00.000+08:00

台湾的双‘十’国庆庆典，我的三‘十’倒霉天。

10.10.10，我们这一生中难得一见的好日子。
可惜的是，我被‘撞’了！

Location: Pasir Gudang highway(on the way to Tebrau City)
Time: 4.15 p.m.
Attendances: mE and Yee Shean (poor girl)

First and foremost, THIS WAS TOTALLY NOT MY FAULT!!!!

I was driving in the highway and out of sudden, there was a STUPID Malay guy who was driving with his so-called 'cool' Wira bang my poor Kancil's backside. This incident happened when I was on my way to Jusco Tebrau City. I think JB's readers might familiar with this road which always having traffic jam especially during peak hours.

His car!! JHN 9821
Mine :(

I suppose to send Yee Shean go Tebrau to meet long-time-no-see Kelly and sick-girl Fang Hao. However, the stupid driver ruined my whole well-arranged plan. What the FUCK!

2010-09-29T18:06:00.003+08:00

戏剧性的故事章节，竟然发生在我周围。
请注意！！我只是在记录和陈述事实。完全没有偏向任何一方的意图。

故事的开始其实起源于更早以前，只是负责听故事的我大约在一年前才获悉。原来香港连续剧里的剧情也可以在现实生活中真人真事的重新上演......

怪哉怪哉......

为什么会有一个第三者这么努力的想要破坏另一端也是由另一个第三者所建立的婚姻？（差别在于后者有被法律承认）
怎么这个故事已经进入黄金期的男主角会那么不厌其烦的身陷一段又一段足以让自己身败名裂的桃色纠纷？
为什么女主角始终只采取只闻楼梯响的举动，苟延残喘的维系着已经支离破碎的婚姻？
怎么她就是不想想退一步海阔天空的可能，而让自己一次又一次的失望、一次又一次的崩溃、一次又一次的后悔，到最后一次又一次的歇斯底里......

婚姻不是捆绑爱情的枷锁。
爱情不能保证没有有效期限。

亲爱的女主角，为何不试试放下，让自己的生活过得有尊严。
为何不回头望望你可爱的儿女，想想他们会否乐于活在妈妈的歇斯底里下？
为何不看看这件事情的另一层面，或许会看到曙光？

不能挽救的婚姻，没有必要继续乞讨着。
无心思奋斗的事业，不能只是撒手不管，还强迫另一个代罪羔羊帮你背这一个不小的黑锅。

可能，这是有钱人，你们的生活情趣。
可能，你只是不甘心，不甘心就这样放手，放弃你好不容易得来的所谓幸福。

但，婚姻遇到状况的人没有特权。

没有可以随便乱发脾气的权利。
没有可以胡乱推卸身为一个妈妈的责任，假手于他人帮你完成‘照顾孩子’的优待。
没有可以随随便便把人家的好意当成得寸进尺的条件，罔顾埋在背后好心人的用意的权利。

我只能说，不要为了婚姻破裂的负面情绪，乱了你原本的本性、待人处事八面玲珑的自己。
我相信我的眼光，你很坚强，也很理性。
但，最近发生的事让我怀疑你是不是迷失了自己。

2010-09-29T13:54:00.002+08:00

预考的结束，预计另一个开始。
好久好久没上来串串门子，说说我的故事给未来的我回忆。

‘很忙吗？’ 扪心自问地说。
‘嗯.......... ,不忙也得装一装吧！'

没错，你我知道，考生的哲学。

‘考得还可以吧？试卷的问答游戏有把握吗？’
‘啊......嗯.......唔...... '

一样，你我能体会，考后的无奈。

2010-08-27T20:02:00.002+08:00

很烦，不是为谁烦？而是为车烦。
A Pang 同学跟我说，我的这一篇应该以我最倒霉的一天来命名。
很想说，我其实不觉得我倒霉，只是觉得失望。

今天，我和金同学差点因为我家的‘小鼠鹿’而有可能不能到学校完成Dasar的任务。
你知道一辆在我7岁时就诞生的车子，怎么可能经得起4，5次长途跋涉的3小时高速任务。
偏偏这个连我这个菜鸟司机都知道的事实，很可爱的他，就是怎么说都觉得它行。
我还能怎么讲，只好这样呗！

结果是‘引擎水槽’爆裂。

固执的我，在要去学校的中途，就已经发现水表的异常。
现在仔细回想，我还没到一半就已经发现‘超乎异常’了，到半路塞车圣地时，已经慢慢超标了。
是你是我的话，也不可能把车就这么摆在路边，惹人厌吧！
所以咯，就非常之超级固执地继续开，开到不能再开为止。
结果是，被迫在学校路口处,它逼我熄火了。

很恐怖吧！这种感觉。全程的胆战心惊。

我真的非常非常的不喜欢+厌恶这种感觉。
所以在他先斩后奏下，买的那辆车移交到我的手之前，我已经花了接近RM 1000来整修，来确保他不会让我在路上给我捅什么篓子。
结果呢............. :(

我很生气，非常生气。
其一，我给他有机会帮我解决这个问题，结果呢？得到的是不闻不问。已经打了很多通非常紧急的电话了，也给他时间回我电话了。结果还是我心里面早已经知道的那个答案。
是谁都会生气吧！！！
事情已经很严重了，已经是燃眉之急了哦！已经到连我这个女儿都有可能回不了家了哦！
其二，回到家，原本只想喊个一两句，换来一点关切。
结果呢，不闻不问。还是那张脸哦！我真的很想上前来个两巴掌，消消我的怒气，慰慰我的心。

我不在乎我花了多少钱，也不在乎究竟为了这辆破车儿倒贴了多少钱。
只在乎的是，始作俑者能像其他人的爸爸那样，帮我确保我要用的车是安全的，他为了个人私欲买回来的车是不会给我添麻烦的。
而不是好像泼出去的水一样，我死我家事，完全没有顾及到我可能会遇上的危机。

这样，应该是不应该的吧？！
我，应该有那个权力生气吧！

2010-08-21T12:53:00.002+08:00

重要时刻，最后一击。
我从来不觉得事情发展到这个阶段对我有什么影响。
曾经尝试过愤怒，质疑，但结果都是感叹、无奈、不理解、纳闷？！
爱情的定义可以很美好，当然，绝大部分处于刚开始时的那份热情。
很难说，对于这样的发展对我有没有影响。毕竟，一切的一切还是言之过早。
虽然明知这样的结果一定会发生，只是介于时间的问题，心里还是不免俗的想来这一段提醒一下以后的我，这一场非常重要的成长心路。

我喜欢他。
他很称职、努力耕耘维系着我们这一个家。

我不喜欢他。
小时候，见面的时间不多，来来去去只有客套性质的谈话。
一副你们的长大，不需要我的督促、管教，隔岸观火的不应该‘潇洒’态度。

我喜欢她。
她很了解我，当然逊于我了解她。

我不喜欢她。
因为这一切的因果取源于她。

我不知道未来会如何？！
我还会不会是现在的我，拥有一样的想法？
但，只能说的是，她永远还是她，那个把我带来这个世界的她。
那个虽然让我有很多抱怨，很多质疑，很多不耐烦，给我很多腥风血雨，社会人性，生存道理的她。
那个虽然没办法帮我规划人生，却让我自己有机会自己摸索，快点长大、成熟的她。

谢谢你，只能说你还会是你。
有事需要我，还是义不容辞。
以后长大工作有钱，还是会分你一点的她。

2010-08-11T22:25:00.003+08:00

I met a kind-hearted Caucasian Singaporean's today :)

It's quick shocked for me when I woke up in the morning. Guess what... I had been slept for more than 12 hours yesterday (from 5.30pm- 7.30am). It's amazing right?! I guess so. All right, I received a message from long+time+no+see Miss Tan to have a lunch in Jusco in the afternoon. I drove to attend the so-called gathering and when I was ready to back home, I realised that my car couldn't be started. OMG, please imagine that when you were alone in the mall's carpark while under raining, sat in the car for kept cracking your brain to know what's exactly happened with your transport as it just couldn't be started off. Under that conditions, I really panic. The only thing that I can do, called my mom to ask for help. She asked:" Did you forget to turn off your light?" All right, B-I-N-G-O! I really did. What a stupid thing that I did?! Then, she wanted me to ask those pass-by drivers to lend me a helping hand. I really not believe that Malaysian's man can be so kind-hearted. However, it's still deserve for me to give a good try. I saw a Caucasian's guy passed by with her wife. At first, I really not noticed that he was a Caucasian and I just try to say out something pollitely to ask for help. Apparently, my O.S. in the heart was saying that never mind, as long as you try if he refused to do so. However, he just responsed to me with his efficient action. He asked his wife to sit in his own car. (I only realised that the car registered in Singapore and that must be a Singaporean couples.) After several tries, my car still failed to 'alive'. It's not a must for him to help me solve the problem but he figured out another solution to help me. My English really not that good for me to listen and understand clearly in the 'foreign'+'accurate' English language which spoke out by a Caucasian. The way he talked to me was like a bullet train and I just got few main points from it. (Please forgive me because I was still in panic at that time.) The Caucasian's uncle not just kind-hearted, he still very patient to keep telling me what I should do to cooperate with him. He even willings to help me push the car although under raining. Thanks God for let me met up him! I tried so hard to recall what's his car's number in order to google him but I failed.

Some words for my benefactor

THANK-YOU_VERY_MUCH although I mentioned it lots time just now. I'm regret for not asked for your name or any contacts in order to thank you. But sincerely, I really fortunated when I met you while I faced a big problem . Once again, thank you. May God bless you and your family have a bright and blessedness future.

2010-08-02T20:34:00.002+08:00

七月份的最后一天，我们都成了烈日下熟透的人。
英式女篮的友谊赛，是打球？！还是打人？！
“要吗不做，既然要做就要做到最好。”
我们一群不小的女生，所执着的信念。

星期六（31.7.2010），不变的定律，隔了一天的大晴天。应该人在学校的我，到了Sekolah Anak Babi 所举办的英式女篮友谊赛，为从来不怎么热衷于这类活动的同伴们，加油，打气！

化学老师被逼着到现场‘照顾’我们这群女生。虽然口头上一直说着逼不得已，但他还是罕有的待到同伴们上场才悄悄离场。（“还蛮讲义气的！”）

烈日当空下，真的真的，很热！
B Team 第一组，碰上四队。第一和第二场，毫无竞争意义。在对手一心想要回家的心思下，B Team 获得压倒性的胜利。
A Team 第三组，碰上三对。披荆斩棘一番后，以三场全胜的记录挺进半决赛。

下午时分，半决赛掀开序幕。B Team第一场，对上实力雄厚，即使作弊也无法让人看清底细的振林山代表。输了，首次体验到真正‘高手’的狠辣手腕。
A Team第一场，对上东道主。场外的叫嚣声，让原本紧张的气氛一触即发。关键时刻，毫无侥幸的领先比数，成功冲进大决赛。

最后的两场大约拖到傍晚时分才举行。主办单位的安排，引起让人质疑的公正性。A Team虽以黑马之资，结果还是在一团糟的赛场内，伤痕累累的残兵下，原本接受正统训练的同伴们，也真的难逃挨打的份儿。虽然领先，最终还是以些许的比数饮憾杀场。

在最后一分钟把电话弄丢的头号大白痴，
素卉，
迟了一点点的简略报道。

相关照片请参考http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1259176343。

2010-07-25T13:35:00.006+08:00

Inception with WEN XUE.

Date: 24.7.2010 (Saturday)

Location: City Square, JB.

Firstly, a very sorry to Ms. Wen Xue due to my late. I booked 11am for the Inception and yet we end up in the cinema on 12pm.

'10 hours of real world time gives 1 week in the first level dream, 6 months in the second level and 10 years in third level dream.'

I am really impressed for the director+script writer of this movie. It is absolutely awesome! Recommend this to all readers!

All right, back to the topic. Both of us had been long time didn't meet. We shared our stories during these time and for your information, Wen Xue is going to study in Shang Hai soon. All the best to her and I know, she can do it well.

The following pictures took at Kim Gary.

I suggested to have 1-5 pose but end-up only this :).

Fuyoh! New camera!!

Funny look- Shot 1!

Funny look-Shot 2! (Haha, Wen Xue forgot.)

Funny look-Shot 3!
Funny look-Shot 4!

The must when I stepped in City Square.

Wen Xue asked me to tell here that she treated me this although the truth is we shared it.

I think this will be the reaction when she saw the last statement.

As we grow up, we are no longer in the same pathway.
However, the sweet memories between 5 of us will be in mine until I left this world.
All the best to you and me to continue work hard to achieve for our dreams.
Remember, we are friends forever.

2010-07-22T20:25:00.004+08:00

努力耕耘的成果，让人特别心甜。
我的求学态度称不上孜孜不倦。
我的临考哲学逃不过临时抱佛脚的胆战心惊。

今天的生物测验，出奇的有了抬头挺胸的资格。
一切归功于昨日姗姗来迟的冲劲+毅力。
多亏了他们，让我熟记所有应该提前准备的测验范围。

2010-07-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

怀疑背后的真实，人前的伪装。
年龄的增长或许间接帮助了脑细胞的成熟度。

有很多以前没把当作问题的问题，会困扰现在的我，启发我另一层面的思考。
我相信自己的直觉，更通俗的说法 - 第六感。
人群面前的伪装，一方面我看了很累，一方面会让我思索，为什么会在大家面前惺惺作态的动机。

当然，第一个闪过的念头 - 假。
假意制造的人格，加以呈现出来的态度。
当然，不喜欢，有负面的印象。
以安全性为出发点的保持距离，我觉得有这个必要。

我喜欢我现在的小小社团。
大家的成熟、知性的美，所聊的话题、建设性的思考，老实说，让我获益不少。
无可厚非，小小的瑕疵会暂时让我有所保留。

我喜欢大家‘高谈阔论’的真性情。
给了一个空间让我熟悉彼此对待生活的态度，待人处事的另类作风。

也许因为相处的时间多了，让我有机会慢慢地了解、渐渐地明白何谓‘一个人的背后真实’。
怎么发现？？透过表里不一，前言不对后语，人前与人后所展现出的待人处事态度。

或许，这是社会大学的必经之路。
好比之前全女性社会的国中生涯所启发的事实-‘女人心，海底针’。

2010-07-04T14:53:00.004+08:00

Actually, she just expressed herself for doing such a way.
I saw a post just now and those words below are just on my points of views to explain this. Please take note, I am not here to insult anyone.

I had a friend who I knew her since my 13.
If you ask me how well I know her, my answer is more than 80%.
If you ask me how much I trust her, my answer is 100%.
I believe on my friend as I think they deserve it.

Maybe this short period of F6 life made us closer than before.
Maybe you think on, through this short period, you can fully understand us.

I had no doubt to say that sometimes things went on were not be the way you think of, especially when you commented on one's attitude towards friendship without fully understand the story behind it or the true personality of that person.

She is not meant for it for saying such a way.

Please, like the saying goes: Don't judge a book just by it's cover.

2010-06-26T21:22:00.002+08:00

From what I feel......

There are many things which can't under our control. However, when I face something like this, I'll try my best to fix it although I already know there won't be any changes at the end.
Currently, I have many friends who are going to another path of life. Some of them going to enter university with their newly, fresh and even excited and inspired mood. Nevertheless, there are also another group who are going to leave here to study in the overseas.

Here are some words for her who neither be the first nor second group which I mentioned earlier.
To the friend that I really care on it.
Hey, my dear friend.
You know what I'll response when I heard the news from you.
You know how will I going to tell you or feedback on what you had decided.
You know I will not just leave myself alone for just leaving you alone.

Friend, I care about our friendship.
So, even though I know you will still follow your mind and insists to go, I still will say something which you don't like to heard on it.
As one of your friend, I think my response isn't the worst towards your case.

The farewell gathering that I wish to be on is not the another chances for me to nag you.
I just want to have a nice and well gathering as you are going to another places which we are no longer can be your side, to lend you a helping hand when you needs it.
However, your response make me sad.
Make me so disappointed, let me feel that isn't I am the one who so busybody until let you don't wish to see me?!

I have tried my best to find another pathway for you to go.
I can't ensure the thing will be as my wish, it just out of my control.

That's the end on it.
Bon voyage for my dear friend.
Remember, if there are any things happened, you can still contact me.
I will try my best to help you.

Our friendship will not be an end unless you don't want me as one of your friend.

2010-06-23T21:18:00.002+08:00

很多要说，但不知从何说起。

应该要很忙的我，非常不应该出现在这里。

算了，反正连标题都有了。

我不舒服；不舒服别人处理事情的态度；不舒服听着每天惺惺作态的言论。

我喜欢有概念的人，我不习惯人云亦云。

我的定义里......

不习惯=不舒服，但并不等于不爽，只是不予置评。

记得，以后的上司老板们在乎的是你究竟有没有办法做出他们所要求的的成果，并不会理会你在过程中的披荆斩棘。

我不说话的态度，我不积极的协助，意味着我的不认同。

......

只想要说加油！献给为梦想而奋斗的学姐+储备大学生们。

当然，还有还是脱离不了3.0魔咒的我。

真的，真的，我真的要彻底加油了！！！

这次惨不忍睹的成绩，是给予我的警钟还是不可知里的预告。

我还能相信，我能做到吗？！

2010-06-04T23:41:00.004+08:00

Siaw Yu's brother- Siaw Yan's birthday celebration

Today right after finished my 4 hours tuition, I was rushed back to home and quickly have a not- more-than-15 minutes shower to show my face on the cutest Siaw Yan birthday party celebration. Let's the photos below to show you what exactly happened.

According to Teacher Catherine, the birthday boy wasn't in his great mood to have this party.
Thanks to Mr. and Mrs. Siaw for this wonderful and delicious dinner.
My Boss_Miss Tan_
From left to right (stand): Ms. Tan, mE, Teacher Mai. Bottom: Teacher Rebecca, Teacher Catherine, Teacher Pauline.

I was totally no idea how much will be this dinner costs. However, I experienced the happiness that showed by Siaw's family. Mr. Siaw and Mrs. Siaw wore the pink colour couple shirts while the two brothers were in their alike clothes. The most surprising was, this family owns the same types, same design and same colour scandals. What the wonderful love of this parent towards their two lovely son! I really felt it and touched with it. Once again, Happy Birthday to Siaw Yan and All the best for him and his family.

2010-06-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

My 'Lovely' school life
You know, STPM isn't an easy job.
You know, I really suffer a lots for not letting myself just pass all the subjects beneath the bottom line.
You know, I really wonder and regret for choose STPM to continue my tertiary studies.
Well, maybe you will say now it's not the right time to complaint anymore since I already in my half way.
However, you know what.
Just because that I'm already in my half way so I really must not just wasting my 1 year and the half time.
Chemistry, really SUCKS.
What the hell for the Carbon compound for doing many ridiculous things that want us to study.
What the hell for all the bonds, energies and whatever the electron things that really make me headache.
Last words.
For this short period hardships, that's the last chances for me to prove myself.
To make the pathway that leading me to my dream.
Just can say again, still JIA YOU ba!

2010-06-02T20:38:00.002+08:00

不想读书的时候，原来时间过得特别慢。

好奇怪！真的奇怪。

完成了两天都没多大希望的考卷，我无法期待成绩揭晓时的坎坷心情。

好不容易到了最后一张，心情就如上面所说。

剩下一张，比较有希望的！加油了，大家！

假期的到来，原本很期待。现在，却很担心。

担心自己的安排会不够周到，担心本来应该快乐的会换来不一样的心情。

我长大了，出社会了，自然对自己的要求变高了。

我在乎每一次的安排是否称每个人的心，如大家的意。

我在乎每一次的安排是否合乎我想要的感觉。

想对自己说：“看开点儿，是你的就不会跑了！是你的就不会有那么多误会了。”

好比最近常常说: 会就是会了，不会也没办法了！

加油啊！不能再那么堕落下去了。

喜欢Ah Tai说的，不要再说我堕落，因为我从没振作。

2010-05-28T20:26:00.002+08:00

强求，还是根本不存在？！
讨厌，一波波的讨论、一次次的不耐烦、终究还是不能配合的无奈。
不能怪你、难道就能怪我？！
选词用字，真的，要记得，请小心。
我别无他意。请你不要断章取义.
从来不在乎的友谊，原来真的不堪一击。
几百年前的陈年往事，你的态度原来从未改变。
我的脾气，真的非常不好。
所以不要惹我。
以后没必要可能会不想见面了吧！
毕竟每一次的聚会，终究还是心存疙瘩，不欢而散。
记住，我不需要你视为施舍的友谊。
真的。
无论以前，还是现在.
还有你把我们当后备轮胎的态度，也许你并无此意。
但，你所表达的都拥有着一个更深层的含义。

2010-05-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

因为懒，所以累。

临时抱佛脚的功力，随着年纪的增长，到了校服生活的最后一年还是维持着。

前天的应考前夕，真的，只睡了2个小时。

本来是不打算睡的，==，不知在亢奋个什么劲？！

结果是，把忘得差不多的，重新载入。

不过呢，只有个大概，还不是太全面，毕竟是最后的努力。

加油哦！

（那么得空update啊？？）因为明天的怪兽还不是很难应付。

我比较担心第二个星期的死亡周。

重点是......

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没有重点啦！纯粹解压和参杂了一些些的牢骚。

还是想说，

加油吧！

2010-04-12T19:18:00.002+08:00

It's my 15oth post!!!
Woohoo.. It's finally my 150th post. Apparently, you will say SO?? Anyway, just tell you LOL.

All right, be lame enough.
I have this post to dedicate MS. LIM YEE SER senior, who was so kind+smart+pretty+generous for donated your mountain-liked references book to us.
Wakaka, I finally got 2 reference study guides for my nearly-failed Chemistry.
You know what, the STPM references book are really damn expensive.
Now we could no longer have an RM 10++ exercises book like those SPM time.
WTF, the Past Year Series even costs RM 20+ per subject. That's the reason for why my classmates were fighting+snatching those books today.

Poor Agnes due to your absent today, there was nothing reserves for you.

Once again to YEE SER, THANK-YOU-VERY-MUCH.

But guys do remember, although we have those '4A Books', it doesn't mean that we can score the best like what Yee Ser did. REMEMER, hard work should be put in. Let's gambateh together!!

P.S. I drove car to school today. With God sake, Ji Man and I finally reached home safe. Haha.

STRIVE FOR EXCELLENCE.

2010-04-11T18:56:00.002+08:00

不爽的定义
最近，超看不爽一个人。
不知道为什么？！
可能我们认识得不够久吧！

待人处事的态度，应当以诚字为优先吧！
至少，我是这样认为的。
敢说不做的人，人前假面地，不觉得累吗？
还有，左右成绩的秘方不是每天和优秀的人腻在一起就行的。
请顾及以下人家的想法好吗？

我会句句带刺的。

怀疑，是我的问题？
应该吧......